The One? //Shawn Mendes

•chapter 15•

Morgan's POV

The door opens with Jack and Gilinsky coming in my room. "You can't what? And why are you crying?" Jack asks. Oh great.

Mahogany and Shawn both look at me. "What's going on?" Gilinsky asks. I look at Shawn and Mahogany as they're looking at me. I have no clue what to say and I'm not ready to say the truth.

Jack walks over to me and kneels down in front of me. "Morgan...I'm really sorry for earlier. I over reacted on a major level. I'm really sorry. But please tell me, why are you crying?" He asks again. I shake my head and look down. "Morgan...I'm gonna tell him my self." Shawn says. Jack looks at him confused. "Okay seriously, what is going on?" Jack asks even more concerned.

Gilinsky shuts the door and sits down at Jack's bed next to Mahogany. "Morgan, please tell him." Mahogany says. I sigh. "I can't." I finally say. "He needs to know." Shawn says. "One of you please tell me what the hell is going on?" Jack says starting to get aggravated on how he didn't know what was happening. I look up at Mahogany, then I move to Gilinsky face, then I look over at Shawn and then down at Jack. They all have the same expression. Concerned. But Jack and Jack share the same one. Confusion.

Shawn takes my hand in his. I look up at him. "Tell him." He says. I sigh again. "I-I um," I huff. "Just see for yourself." I take my hand out of Shawn's and pull up both of my sleeves. "W-what is this?" Jack says examining hard. Gilinsky comes closer to take a look too. He looks at me while Jack is still examining me."Have you been harming yourself." He asks. Jack then looks up at me. I look down, nodding my head 'yes'. "Why in the hell would you do that for?!" Jack asks, starting to get loud. I expected this because this is how Shawn reacted and Mahogany was a little bit too.

I decide to answer Jack's question. I tell him everything that happened since the beginning of the summer. I end up crying my eyes out...again, so I have the help of Shawn and Mahogany finishing some of my sentences. "Morgan. How come you didn't go to someone when things were bad?" Jack asks. "All my friends were out traveling, mom works four jobs, and it's hard to have someone be there for you over a screen." I sniffle. "I'm sorry, about everything that happened. If I see that jerk, he's gonna get a real good beaten with my bear fists. You did not deserve to be treated like that. I do not get way some guys are just so idiotic and-" I cut him off. "Jack..." I trail off. "Sorry." He huffs.

I wipe some tears from my cheeks. "Please don't tell mom or Lucas." I plead. "Why?" He questions. "I don't need them knowing. Everything would be different and they would see me differently and-" he cuts me off. "I won't," "Thank you." I sigh in relief. "I won't only if you don't do this again. Not ever again." He says. "I won't." I say. "Promise?" "Promise."

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The Next Day
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We just finished the first meet and greet and show of the tour. It was really fun. I sang again and I love it so much. I missed this feeling. I don't want your to end. I missed everyone and the feeling of being up on stage. This show, there were sooo many more fans than last tour. I can't wait for our next show.

"Hey Morgan." Shawn says poking me. "What?" I ask. "Wanna hang out with me and Mahogany?" He asks. "Sure." I say. "Okay, let's go." He says. "Wait, right now?" I ask. "Yup." He smiles. "Okay." I laugh.

We end up just walking around the city have loads of fun together. I've missed hanging out with my two best friends. I really have.

(A/N okay so I'm going to be skipping most of the tour because I don't really know what to write. And it wouldn't be that interesting anyway. Soo yea bye now.)