Shades Of Me

My Bedroom

Today I sit in the silence & darkness of my bedroom
Up here it's cold and filled with scary things
But I'm still up here sitting, waiting, sleeping, watching
Because it is very hard to leave
I used to try but I couldn't open the door and no one came to help
How I got stuck in here
I can't remember and tear but I can't see here forever, I have to leave eventually, right?
But it's been so long and I'm so sick of tired of waiting here
How long before I give up waiting
On what you might ask, on love, on happiness, on dreams, on someone, something, on life. Enter how long until I get out of this trap and to the problem is you can never know how long, never be sure
So what happens if you never get out no one ever comes to save you
For now I'll just sit & wait in the cold, scary, silent, darkness in my bedroom.