Shades Of Me

Tonight

Does anyone else lay in bed and watch sad movies, tv show episodes, read sad books, watch character deaths and read them, read depressing poetry, watch sad multifandoms and cry? Nope. Just me, Okay. I know that tomorrow and the day after I won't be getting out of bed. I wish someone was here to help me. To whisper sweet nothings in my ears, to rub my back, cuddle me, and hold me as I cry, but like always I just have to deal with everything on my own cause no one Loves a person like me. Sometimes I just need everything to stop. I need all the pain to go away. I am just slowly drowning and waiting for someone to pull me close and say everything's okay so I can finally breath again. I wish my life would end already.I'm sorry for wasting your time with this chapter that isn't even a poem I just needed to talk to someone bit no one is there so I wrote it.