Shades Of Me

True Story

Why do family members do things to you that they shouldn't?
They have now made me fear for my life.
They known who they are.
They know what they do to me is wrong.
They think I will just forgive them for what they did but it plays over and over in my mind every day.
People don't care what happens either.
After IT happened I ran and they followed.
But eventually I lost them.
I called a friend and told her what happened and she asked if I had a therapist.
The thing is if I had one I wouldn't of been talking to her...
And if I didn't want to talk to a therapist I wanted to talk to her.
I told my other friend and she laughed.
Why can't I be normal?
Yes normal is boring...
But it is also safe.
I am left with mental, emotional, and physical scars from the incident.
And I am scared that something like that or worse might happen.
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If you want to talk to me about your life and your problems at the moment. Or talk about anything you want PM me, it will be better than me reliving and thinking about my issues.