He's gonna make it up to me 1/2

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Age: g18 f17
Era: revenge!gee current!frnk
Warnings: there are warnings so check the comments below this paragraph
Synopsis: Gerard's boyfriend is a cunt and frank wants to help but he can't when Gerard keeps running back to him and refuses to see the problem
Type: angst/sad
POV: Gerard
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I woke up to my alarm clock blaring in my ear, an annoying ass beep that feels like it's drilling through my head

I got up then got a shower and done my morning routine that no one cares about but authors still write because why the fuck not

I heard beeping outside my house, I hurried to get my things because I knew he'd be angry if I didn't

"Hey Bert" I said with the most enthusiastic voice I could fake

"Yeah" was all he said, I hope he wasn't angry

"Are you okay babe?" I asked trying to swallow the lump in my throat

"Fine, why'd it take you so long to get out here?" He asked

"I was trying to find my bag, sorry it won't happen again" I said

He didn't reply but began driving us to school

When we parked outside the school Bert got out first and I followed, he grabbed my hand as we walked into the school, letting everyone know I was his property, no one else's

We went to my locker first so I could get my books then to his to get his own. When we reached his locker I was annoyed to find his friends were surrounded it, they treat me like I'm a piece of meat to be passed around their 'group' and Bert did fuck all to stop it, if anything he encouraged it.

"Hey gee baby" Jackson said

I ignored him and stood beside Bert

"What's wrong, we won't bite" Nate said moving closer to me "maybe" he said when he was against my ear

I was stuck in place, I couldn't move, or reply to what they were saying

"C'mon guys, leave him be, he's just a kid" Bert said laughing then pulling me into his embrace

I was hesitant to put my arms around him but I knew If I didn't give him the affection I'd regret it later

While my arms were around Bert he moved his hands to my skirt pulling it up so my bottom was showing. I tried pulling away but he pulled me back by my hair roughly and whispered in my ear "don't fucking dare make me look bad"

My breathing became ragged but I did nothing to stand up for myself because if it came to it it would be me against everyone else, seeing that Bert it popular. Well there were a few people who were nice to me, Bert didn't know about them because if he did I wouldn't be allowed to talk to them. There's Frank, Brendon, Ryan, Pete and my brother Mikey, who Bert obviously knew about but still didn't like me talking to him. No one knows about what Bert does to me, except frank but that's only because he saw bruises and got suspicious so started to watch Bert and I more and ended up putting it together which I didn't deny, he promised he wouldn't tell anyone though but still helps me clean myself up if Bert gets too rough which doesn't happen a lot but it happens

"Damn gee, nice panties, mind if I take a pic?" Owen asked, but I knew I didn't actually have a choice in the matter

"No" I tried to choke out but Bert still had me by the hair

The bell rang after a few minutes of Bert degrading me and showing my body off to his friends

"Get to class" Bert said pushing me off him roughly and into the lockers

He walked away with his friends to his P.E class while I slowly made my way to music trying to clean myself up

When I got to class I looked around for frank and when I found him I rushed over and hugged him from behind

I stiffened for a second so I let him go so he could turn around then I wrapped my arms around him again while he held me in his own

"What's wrong gee?" He asked

"He fucking sh-shows me off to h-his f-friends, pulling up m-my skirt, I can't do it Frankie I need help" I cried to him, but made sure it was quietly so no one else heard

He pulled away from me and tilted my chin up with his finger to make me look at him then he held me by my shoulders and spoke

"Gee it's going to be okay, yeah? We're going to get you help and we're going to make sure he never hurts you again, okay?"

"I'm scared Frankie"

"I know baby, but it'll all be okay" he replied pulling me back into his tight embrace

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I was sitting with Bert and his friends at lunch and everything seemed to be okay, he was talking to them while holding my hand, maybe it would be okay

He leaned into me to whisper in my ear, "I'm sorry about earlier babe, I'm just really stressed out with coach and classes, you know how it is. I'll make it up to you if you come around to mine tonight, I promise"

I smiled up at him and agreed then leaned in to kiss him

Maybe everything really would be okay

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"Hey Gerard, I'm gonna come by yours tonight and we'll talk about today, okay. I promise I'll make sure he'll never hurt you again" frank said when we met privately in the bathroom

"No Frankie, it's okay now, Bertie's apologised and he's going to make it up to me, I think he's okay now, he's just really stressed out, it was probably my fault anyway I was moody this morning and wasn't really paying attention to him" I replied

"No gee, it's not okay, his apology doesn't mean shit, it's just words, he's going to keep doing it and you need to realise that and leave him before he fucking kills you Gerard. This isn't your fault, there's no excuse to hurting someone you love, he doesn't love you Gerard, why don't you see that!" Frank said, his voice increasing in volume

He was wrong though, Bertie loved me, me just gets upset sometimes and he can't help that, but it's okay, I'm okay

"Frank you don't fucking get it, this isn't your decision to make, its mine and I've made it, you don't know him, you don't even fucking know me, he loves me and would never hurt me on purpose. I'm gonna go back to class now and I don't think we should talk anymore" I said with tears running down my face

"Gee please... I don't want you to get hurt, you mean so much to me and it kills me to see you like this" frank was also crying which just made everything harder because I didn't want to hurt him, I didn't want to hurt anyone but I did because I fuck things up

He walked to me taking my hands in his

"Please" he said

"You won't have to see me like this anymore, I'm sorry Frankie, but I love him" I said pulling my hands from his grip

I turned back to see him one more time before I left "I'm sorry" I said

And then I left

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Please, if you or anyone you know are in an abusive relationship, wether it be friend, family or relationship, wether you are male, female or anything in between it doesn't matter, please get help for the sake of yourself or the people around you, remember you are not alone and there is always someone willing to talk, including me. I love you all and hope you have a lovely and safe night/day -xoxoem

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