Sugar & Spice [Yoongi x Reader]✔

Chapter 14

Namjoon's POV

"You two broke up??". Sara cheered as she jumped beside me on my bed.

"Well, yes..". I sighed and ran my hands on my hair.

But why do I feel guilty?

"Oh! Glad that you're free now!~". Sara kissed my cheek.

I just looked at her, no emotions in my face.

I know that I'm just using  (Y/n) but.. why am I feeling like... regretting?

"No...". I said to myself.

"Are you saying something?". Sara scooted more closer to me.

I shaked my head, "Nothing...".

"So... since you're free now...". Sara shoved her mouth near my ear and whispered, "We can do it anytime you want, baby~...".

I flinched and gave her a look that I too can't understand.

What's this feeling?

"Come on. We can do it now". Sara said huskily and pressed her breasts in my arm.

I know that Sara is so damn sexy but...

I looked down on the floor.

... why am I thinking about (Y/n)? Am I pitying her now?

"Namjoonie???".

Do I care about her?

"Joonie-oppaaaa".

Do I like her?..

"Oppa!".

Do I... love her?

"KIM NAMJOON!!!".

I then went back to reality.

"Wh-What?". I looked at my side and saw an angry Sara.

"Baby, you're spacing out". She said and pouted.

I blinked my eyes several times.

"Am I?". I asked, clueless.

"Aurgh...". Sara groaned. "Since I'm SO KIND. I'll just leave you for now...". Then, I didn't expect what she said next, ".. bitch".

What the fuck?! Did that hoe just called me bitch?!

Then I just sighed.

I didn't even know if I really loved that Sara.

I rolled on my back and grabbed my phone under my pillow.

I opened my phone screen. My eyes softened on what I'm seeing.

The picture on my lockscreen is me and (Y/n)'s selca.

To be honest, I just did this as my wallpaper so that my parents will know that we're still together, but now that we broke up... aurgh I don't know now...

I stared at the picture.

She's so beautiful...

I then tapped my phone and went to my gallery.

I swiped and looked at every picture of me and (Y/n) together.

Then, I didn't realize that I was smiling.

Do I love her?

Then I stared at her solo picture on my phone.

I sighed and carressed the screen to her face.