Louis Tomlinson is my Brother

Chapter 11

“You will see" He grabs my hand, interlacing his fingers in mine, "come and sit down already” he walks toward the group, tugging at me as he goes.

“Ok, ok god you are so pushy” I say sarcastically.

“Whatever” he answers.

As I'm sitting down I look around the group. This is how the circle looks from my right to left, Me, Niall, Harry, Lachie, Melody, Liam, Zayn, Eleanor, Louis, Lily, me.

“CAN WE PLAY NEVER HAVE I EVER?!” Louis screams. Well, isn't he in a much better mood then before?

“What's Never Have I Ever?” Lachie asks and we all turn to face him with our mouths parted in shock. There's a chorus of What?s and Are you kidding me?s

“No, I'm not kidding you. I don’t know what the game is” he says simply.

“I'll explain it to you Lachie” i tell him and he turns and smiles at me,

“Thank you Jess you were all ways the understanding one out of the group” i smile triumphantly,

“I know i was...and am” everyone laughs,

“Ok so what you do is put up your hand like so” i put my hand up in front of me, palm facing the opposite end of the circle “and we take it in turns to ask questions like ‘never have i ever...taken out the rubbish bin...and if you have you put a finger down” i put a finger down to show that i have taken the bin out in my life “and the person with the most fingers in the end wins” we all smile towards Lachie whose mouth has now formed an ‘o’ shape in understanding.

“CAN WE PLAY NOW!?!” Louis yells again,

“SHUT UP!” we all tell him and his shoulders slump in annoyance,

“Ok everyone wants play?” Liam asks and we all answer with ‘yes’s and Niall answers with a ‘yeah buddy’ “all right then let’s play” we all lift our hands with five fingers standing proudly on our hands,

“IM ASKING FIRST” Harry shouts,

“SHUT THE BLOODY HELL UP MATE” Niall yells back into Harry’s ear,

“Party pooper” Harry mumbles,

“Yeah buddy” everyone except Harry laughs, then he sits up straight and says,

“Alright my question is” the group falls silent “Never have i ever...” he smirks “made-out with a one direction picture, poster or any other form of image with one of us on it”

My gaze quickly flicks to Lily, of course she would of i mean she is obsessed with them for Christs sakes. And sure as im tanned skinned she puts one finger down and also hangs her head in shame. Then i look at Mel but she still has all her fingers standing proudly, good girl...i look around at everyone to see they are all looking at me “what are you all looking at?” i ask,

“Aren’t you gonna put a finger down?” Zayn asks,

“No, i have never made out with an image of a one direction being” i glare at everyone for even thinking i would do that, i mean they come to my house almost every day...i could just make out with 1 of 4 any day i would choose...nah that would just be weird...and nasty...not that i have never had a crush on one of them in the time they have known each other...cause i have (it was only a ‘if you ask me out then i will go out with you’ crush)...but its just that im not that stupid, Louis would gladly beat any guy that came my way...curse you older brothers protective ways.

“Ok im going next” Melody says from across the circle “never have i ever...kissed a person, on the lips may i add” she smugly smiles towards some of the people but then i laugh and every turns to me,

“You ding bat, you should wipe that smile off that pretty little face of yours cause i promise you that you have kissed Lachie before...i promise” i cringe at the memory of walking in on Mel pushed up against the wall of her bedroom by no one other then Lachie whilst they were in a full blown tongue on tongue make out session.

Mel cusses some very beautiful colourful words under her breath then says a bit louder “dam girl i forgot about when you walked in on that”

I smile and say “so you also forgot that you have kissed more than once in the two year relationship that you guys have had” she nods violently “well then...ok” she is so weird,

I look around the group, Louis, Eleanor, Zayn, Harry, Niall, Lily, Liam, Lachie and Melody have all got a finger down and are all looking at me expectantly “oh right, yeah i kissed Sam didn’t i” i laugh awkwardly and put a finger down,

“Eww. I. Did. Not .Want. Too. Know. That” Louie says angrily. i just shrug it off. Yes it hurts talking about Sam but i will not show my weaknesses in front of people. I hate crying in front of people it makes me look weak. And i don’t like looking weak, not one bit.

“Ok...let’s continue with the game and get past this awkwardness” Harry has to point out that it is awkward right now doesn’t he.

“Yes i do” he says looking at me. Ops did i say that out loud, “yes you did” ops there i go again, “yes there you go again,

“Agh leave me alone” i glare daggers at his head,

“Enough with trying to kill me with your eyes” Harry brings his head to his knees and wraps his arms around his shins.