Raped[S4s.]

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Published Feb 17, 2017

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Mawi♡

         I woke up! sweating bullets as I just was awoken from a horrid dream. This nauseous feeling in my stomach caused me to rush to my restroom, emptying out my abdomen, A sharp Thumping pain inserted inside of my head.

I was in deed hungover.

Ever since I turned 21 I started drinking more than I would do normally. I popped in a Aspirin or two whose counting? I also, decided to take a cold shower.

My hand rested against my shower walls,As water hit my skin as a whole. I put soap all over my body, scrubbing and scrubbing til I felt clean, hell I don't think I'll ever feel clean.

I rinsed off, as I made my way out of the shower. Nearly busting my ass, I rolled my eyes throwing my towel over myself, I jumped on my bed feeling tired as fuck. This Hangover is annoying as fuck, im sleepy, hungry,  Nauseous, and light headed. I wanted to crawl under a rock and just die.

Only for the moment of course.

I picked up my phone,  causally bored out of my mind.

Oh shit-

It's 3:35 pm,  I'm almost late, I told this  mentor That I'll go and share my story, how the hell do she know if I'm ready to spill my beans.

I'll just listen for now.

I wasn't in the mood today, I feel shitty as fuck, and I will be sure to make others feel my wrath.

I put on some baby lotion don't judge me, it makes me feel loved, something I don't usually get or find. I sprayed on some Polo Ralph Lauren, then I pulled up my briefs, ugh my sports bra, I found one out of a pile, I decided to keep around my room.

I later found some black joggers and my black H&M  Jacket with a white zipper. I put a Hoodie on, fuck my hair I don't have time for, I moaned in pain, when I couldn't find my black Ray Bandz.

I found black socks, and then I put on my diamond earrings, gold chain and my All black air forces. Although I looked fine as hell right now, I felt completely different.

I grabbed my phone and headphones, jamming on my way out the door, I bumped into my neighbor, Not good with names, so forget it im late. Well almost.

I need to be there at, 6 pm its now 5:30. Yeah I took way longer than I thought I did, My hangover was nearly over, maybe I'll stop for some caffeine.

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"I Tried everything, I was even hooked on, Crack cocaine (sigh) I ignored my family, my bestfriends, everyone, now I have no one-"

"You have us."

"Yeah, but it's not the same you know." The Girl strugged.

"Stay after a bit, We need to talk." Miss mary told the poor girl.

"Mawi, we've been expecting you." Miss Mary, Announced causing all eyes to be on me. I mentally murdered her.

"Everyone, this is Mawi, Mawi, Welcome To This support group, we specialize in Rape, Drug abuse, and mental abuse, And physical abuse,and uhh so on so on.. Mawi May you please introduce yourself and the rest of you please do the same." She motioned for me to stand up, fuck I had a problem with being center of attention.

"Okay, umm.. I'm Mawi." I tried to sit down, I said drying my sweaty hands on my joggers.

"Mawi!" Miss Mary Warned.

"Fine, fine, wait Miss Mary, let some else demonstrate it's my first time I don't know how to." I said messing with my fingers letting ny shyness come to play.

"Well, okay I'm Thomas and I'm Gay, I was being molested, when I was younger till two Years ago, it all started when I was 6 and my Aunts boyfriend, Miguel Molested me. My mom will leave me with him while her and her sister work for this Pimp, It's-s hard to look at myself in the mirror, he ruined myself confidence and more. And oh yeah Am 19 years old." Some other boys rubbed his back as he quietly, cried.

A tear ran down my cheek, I felt his pain. Talking never made me feel better I rather listen, and agree in my head. "Okay, I'm Sarah, I'm 23, I've been abused, all types,  I've been coming here for three years now and this support group!- It's helps me get through my everyday life it really does, while knowing that I am not alone! Fuck who ever you made you think, your not good enough or not acceptable because of your sexuality, and the way you look, your beautiful! That bastard broke me, and I am here to Make those molesting bastards, feel my wrath!" A girl named sarah shouted while receiving claps and cheers.

"Mawi.." Miss Mary mentioned, fine it's my turn but I'm not telling them shit.

"Okay, I'm Mawi, I'm here to regain myself, to find myself and to learn how to cope with my past. Oh yeah and this is my first day here. I met Miss Mary somewhere, well more like she found me and told me to come here, I disagreed while I try to push her away at first, but later I decided maybe she's right, if I can share my story in due time,  I'll be able to cope with these stupid ass memories, and find a better me and maybe find love." I smiled a little at the end.

"I'm single-" some guy added.

"Justin, this is not matchmakers or love spell-" Miss Mary intruded.

"And I'm a lesbian." I Added.

"Which means she's not interested." Some Girl said.

"Hey! hey being mean and rude is not acceptable here, if you guys can't get along or show each other respect,  how will others outside of here treat you? you all are Now family act like it or don't come back!" Miss Mary said basically dismissing the group.

It was a short group session, maybe it'll be longer next time.

It was okay, I guess.

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