00 : "I Miss You"

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I miss you
Saying it like this makes me miss you more
Even when I'm looking at your picture
I miss you

Time is too cruel
I detest ourselves
Seeing each other's faces even once
Has become difficult for us now
It's nothing but winter here
Winter comes even in August

My heart runs on time
Alone on a train in snow country that's left behind
I want to go the other side of the earth
Holding your hand
And end winter

How much longing
Should fall like snow till the spring day comes
Friend

If I were snow that is drifting
In the empty air
Like tiny dust
Like tiny dust
I'd be able to reach you
A little faster

Snowflakes are falling
I'm getting further away little by little again
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
How long must I wait
How many more nights must I stay up
So that I'll be able to see you, able to see you
So that I'll be able to meet you, able to meet you

Passing by the end of a cold winter,
Until the spring day comes again
Until flowers bloom
Please stay at that place for a bit longer
Please stay there

Is it you who changed
Is it you who changed
Or is it I who changed
I who changed
I even loathe the time that's passing at this moment
We're the ones who've changed I guess
Everyone is like that I guess

Yes, I detest you
You left but I couldn't forget you
Even for a day

Honestly I miss you
But now, I will forget about you
That will be less painful
Than resenting you

I try to blow away the you who makes me feel cold inside
Like smoke, like white smoke
I say that I'll erase you
But honestly, I can't let you go yet

You know it all
You're my best friend
Mornings will come back
Because no darkness, no season
Can be forever

It looks like cherry blossoms are blooming
This winter's also ending
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you,
If you wait for just a little
If you just stay up a few more nights
I'll come to meet you, I'll come to meet you
I'll come pick you up, I'll come pick you up

Passing by the end of a cold winter,
Until the spring day comes again
Until flowers bloom
Please stay at that place for a bit longer
Please stay there


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Jeon Jungkook melempar pandangannya pada pemandangan di luar sana. Binar matanya tersorot pada hamparan tanah yang masih membeku—bahkan di bulan kedelapan. Molekul air terhempas, menempel pada lapisan kaca jendela. Lantas sesaat kemudian ia merasakan tubuhnya terguncang pelan dan kendaraan super panjang ini rupanya sudah mulai membawanya pergi.

Ia meregangkan otot bahunya yang sempat berkontraksi lantaran terlalu bersemangat menantikan perjalanannya yang mungkin akan sangat panjang. Semalaman dirinya terus memikirkan hari ini, netranya tak dapat terlelelap barang satu jam. Detik inipun daya matanya tetap penuh. Tak peduli jika tubuhnya perlahan melemah, penglihatannya bersikukuh ingin merekam setiap meter perjalanannya hingga ke tempat tujuan.

Tidak pernah ia bayangkan—pergi ke tempat sejauh ini—dan ia melakukan hal ini hanya karena orang itu dan tempat itu. Sudah lama, lama sekali sejak kelulusannya—orang itu tidak menampakkan diri, menghubungi dirinya pun tidak. Padahal Jungkook benar-benar menantikan munculnya kembali sosok itu, ia merindukannya.

Masih sangat jelas di dalam kepalanya tentang orang itu—mulai dari senyum cerahnya, tangannya yang besar selalu mengusap kepala Jungkook dengan lembut, tubuh tinggi itu yang melindunginya dari banyak hal yang berusaha menyakiti Jungkook, serta suaranya yang terlampau dalam. Sungguh, ia tidak pernah bertemu dengan seseorang yang memiliki suara sedalam dan setenang sosok itu, dan sekali lagi, ia merindukannya.

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