How is sin a sin when it feels so good? Why does his face and cocky expressions haunt my mind all night, keeping me from my sleep?
It wasn't until 4 in the morning that I actually fell asleep. My phone woke me up at seven, but it wasn't my alarm that was going off. I rolled over and pressed answer on my phone, putting on my 'no you didn't wake me up' voice.
"Hello?" I asked, not bothering to look who called me.
"Ryan," In a second I went from half asleep to fully awake. It was Brendon.
"What do you want? I have to get ready for school," I said into the receiver.
"It's Saturday,"
"Oh, sorry," I yawned as tiredness overtook me.
"Do you want to come over?" Why would he ask that?
"No, I just wanna sleep." I responded. I didn't even want to see him, but know I'd probably stay awake anyways as he'll be in my mind. All these feelings are so confusing, but I hate him right?
"Well in that case I'll be over in ten," I didn't get a chance to respond before the line went dead. I sighed and laid back down. Why does he want to come over anyways? To bully me? To frustrate me? Probably both.
It was only a few minutes later when I heard the doorbell ring and my mom answer it. I made no effort to get out of bed.
"Oh how lovely! He never has friends over. – Yes, He's in his room. You'll know it when you see it," I heard my mom say. I rolled over and faced the opposite wall when I heard the door open.
"Hey, Ry," Brendon said as he closed the door behind him. I refused to look at him. I heard him get closer when I felt a dip in the bed. What– "you shouldn't ignore me so much," He started spooning me! I squirmed uncomfortably.
"What do you want?"
"You."
Song: Fools - Troye Sivan
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"I Like You" (Ryden)
FanfictionRyan Ross is very religious and is bullied by Brendon Urie for being so. Ryan doesn't understand why that's the reason. Brendon constantly texts him "I hate you", but sometimes autocorrect is a real bitch.