I sat on my bed starring at my phone, waiting and hoping that Y/N would text me back. I came home after she told me to leave. Even though she spent the night at Christian's.
I can't believe I said the things I did. Especially the one about my having a dick. I feel like such an asshole and I don't know what to do. Flowers and chocolates aren't enough.
I let my insecurities get the best of me and I probably just lost her. I'm such an idiot.
your__username_ just posted a photo!
I quickly opened the Instagram app once I got that notification and I wish I hadn't.
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Some guy is out here making my princess happy. He's making her happy because I upset her. I know they don't have anything going on but I still can't help but feel jealous and hurt.
Lauren: baby, I'm so sorry. I don't know what else to say or do
Lauren: please princess
Lauren: I miss you
Lauren: I shouldn't have said anything of that
Lauren: I shouldn't have gotten jealous.
Lauren: I do trust you, I trust you with my life. I just, I don't know okay? Please just reply
Read at 3:45 PM
I sighed and threw my phone on the pillow next to me and let the tears fall once again. I'm not giving up, I'm gonna think of a way to fix this.
