Her Heart

t h r e e

I stayed quiet and quickly wiped my cheeks, when my hand was stopped. 

Looking up was him, he held onto my hand gently and looked at me with worry in those green eyes.

"Why were you crying?" He asks me with concern filled inside of his voice.

I couldn't tell him why. He would make fun of me. He would laugh, he would think I'm crazy. He would ignore me, he would I don't even know. There were too many what he would do situations if I told him why. So I had to either make up a lie quickly, or stay silent. 

I decided to just stay quiet.

"Bree..." He says in a worrisome voice, when I feel him swung my hand around. 

No reply.

"Bree... Was it something I said or did?" He asks me all nervous.

I look at him, and soon my eyes start watering again but I quickly shake my head no.

I lied to him

"Bree if it isn't me, then why did you run off and cry?" He looks directly into my eyes. I could see the concern and worrisome his eyes were filled with.

I stayed quiet again.

Now his arms were wrapped around me, and pulling me closer to him. I could feel his breath on my neck, and my insides were yet against melting. 

"I'm sorry Bree." He says softly towards me.

I stay quiet, when I start choking back my tears and soon they start slowly falling down and before I know it I'm crying once again.

"I'm really sorry." He says again, as I feel his arms tightly hold me.

"I'm seriously sorry."

I tried my hardest not to stutter or choke back my words as I wrapped my arms around his back and whispered out in a soft tone.

"It's not you." I say quietly.

"Huh?" He responds with.

"It's not you." I say a little bit louder.

"It's not?" He asks me.

I nod my head and fight back the few tears that are wanting to escape. 

"It's not. It's my fault." I say with a broken smile.

"Huh?" He pulls me away and looks at me confused.

"It's all my fault." I say while chuckling softly.

"It's all my fault that I did this to myself." I laugh a little, and soon I feel a pair of arms being wrapped around me once again.

"It's not your fault Bree." He tells me.

"Heh you don't even know what it is. It's all my fault." I tell him with a forced smile.

He shakes his head and hugs me tighter. "Stop thinking like that. It's not your fault."

I chuckle a little and nod my head. "A-Alright."

We stayed in that position for a while, he was waiting for me to calm down. I was still on the verge of crying, I know he doesn't love me. I know I'm just a acquaintances towards him. Nothing more, and nothing less.

I'll never be able to be loved by him. 

I'll never be able too.

I look down at the ground and push him aside, when he looks at me a bit surprised. 

"Please leave me alone." I say quietly while looking away from him.

"Oh...Okay... See you around Bree." He says in a quiet tone before leaving, I stayed quiet forcing my eyes not to look at him and soon I heard him say something that shocked me.

"She and I aren't dating, just to let you know."

Huh? I look up and see a small smile on his face before he starts heading inside.

What did he just say?

Did he just say what I wanted him to say?