the river of tears
with all my fears
have brought a whisper to my ears
that I should forgive
what's done is done
and away into the past I shall not run
I should be happy
they say, it's true
but I can't forget what it did to you
it tore you apart
into shreds, into dust
it left you as soon as it came in a gust
into my broken heart
this river flows
and defeats me from my head to my toes
I wish to stay in this dark place forever
because to love you will never be clever
I hope you have the best
I hope you'll be glad
that you're the one making me so sad
but part me thinks that
I must thank you
for you have made me humble, grateful and true
suffering will lead to the greatest of joys
much more rewarding than the love of some boys
I love you with all my hate
I hate you with all my love
so you will be
forever loved
