I don't want to be here
It's hard
I want you to punch me again or push me away whenever I try to hug you
I miss your spam
I miss your "mop of black hair"
Miss your glasses
Your aura bruh
Your quietness
Your craziness in fangirling
I miss everything
How can I get it all back?
I wanna go back there and see you
I hate it here.
I'm so desperate
I feel alone here
I want things to go back the way it was
I don't have true friends here
I don't want them
I want you and the others
I don't like it here
I hate it because it's hard and I'm too weak and dependent to do even the smallest things
I'm so sad
I just wish to have you all again
I'm too stressed in school
I have no time
I didn't even do my homework right now because I'm too tired
I'm an idiot.
All of these wouldn't happen if it weren't for my stupidity
Sorry for ruining things
Please don't forget me ever
I'll never forget you of course
I just want to go back.
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