The Foster Kid Notebook {A P.D.H AU)

Thirty Three

Zane's pov

Today was the day. I had all my clothes packed and we were sitting in the living room.

"So Zane, sense you're leaving..." Garroth started.
"Yeah?"
"We wanted you to keep this," He said putting the Notebook in my lap.
"Wait really?"
"Yeah it'll be a good way to remember us," Aphmau smiled.
"We put some goodbye notes at the end," Vylad pointed out.

I opened the book and flicked through the pages of messy writing and sketches until I got to the last pages which were surprisingly a lot more neat then the others.

"When did you guys do this?" I asked.
"While you were asleep last night."
"Oh."

I started reading the entries out loud.

{Aphmau,

  Zane when you first arrived you scared me to death with your dark clothes and mean approach to life. I was happy when you finally opened up to me because you're the best emo mcnugget of a brother I could ask for. I hope everything works out well with your dad and new mom. Vissiiitttt ussssssss or I will riot. I know where you live. Thank you for letting me paint your nails and do your hair and dress you up sense I never had anyone else to do that with. Not alone buddies for ever :3}

{Vylad :P,

I am the luckiest person alive to have been able to meet my other big brother! With out you I would have never been able to unlock what true gift of knowledge I had in my brain and wouldn't be the same person I am today. You always tried your best to be kind with me, which is all I could ask for. Even if you've threatened my boyfriend I know you're just a giant sweet heart with your 100% manly TV shows. Aphmau ratted on you btw. Love you big bro and please please please tell them your lactose intolerant or else that'll end badly! Loves you}

{Garroth,

Zane you are the weirdest person I have ever met. Ever since I met you though I knew I had to protect you. After all you're my brother. Even if dad only came for you I don't blame him you're a great kid under all the angst. Ok but seriously though I'm at a loss for words at how much I'll miss you. Don't forget to visit and when school starts again we'll be at the same table we've always been. The perfect four, nothing will ever change that you are my brother Zane. Like vyald said earlier though plz tell them you can't have dairy. Like please. Good luck with everything xo -garroth}

"You guys are going to make me cry and that isn't something y'all want to see," I said wiping my eyes.
"Too late I'm crying," Aphmau sobbed.
"Now I'm gonna cry and that isn't pretty either!" Vylad whined.
"You guys please you're going to make me cry and I sound like a drunk British lady when I cry!" Garroth complained.

I laughed at them, so much that they ended up laughing too.

We all sat in the silence until the dreaded buzz came to the door. Mrs. Ivy Answered.

"Alright are you ready to go Zane?" Garte asked.
"Yeah...," I stood up everyone else did too to give me a hug.

Aphmau was still crying as I hugged her.

"Shhhh I'm not even going that far I'll visit don't worry," I calmed her.

After I hugged her Vylad jumped into my arms and I squished him back.

"Do you have to go big brother?" He whispered.

I didn't answer.

Then came garroth. I never hugged garroth really before. We just have this sort of comforting pat.

"Pat pat," He said patting my head.
"Pat pat," I said patting his shoulder before hugging him so hard I think I broke him.
"Visit ok?"
"I will."