High Emotions ; Phan au

Six

Phil felt pride and happiness when he saw Dan smile again "oh my god I've missed that dimple." Phil said as he pinched Dans cheek softly as he laughed

"Hey, you can't pinch my cheek! I'm an adult!" Dan protested but only smiled wider as he looked up at Phil.

"For one you still have the same squishy cheeks you did when you were 18 and two I'm your best friend and I can do whatever I want." Phil said as he poked Dans simple again as he met Dans eyes

Dan rolled his eyes and leaned his cheek into Phil's touch, smiling up at him. He had missed Phil to much. The littlest touch made him melt.

"I love seeing you happy Dan, don't every forget how much I love you and how much you mean to me, if I ever lost you I'd probably end up taking myself to hell with you." Phil said with a sad laugh trying to get Dan to listen

Dan looked up at Phil in shock, having a hard time believing his words as he just blinked at him.

"I don't expect you to listen or believe me with the way I treated you but I want you to know that this friendship means more than anything to me." Phil said pouring out his feelings

"Thank you." Was all that Dan said. That's when a nurse came in with a plate full of food. Dan immediately turned his nose up and turned away. She sighed as if she had dealt with this before, "Mr. Howell, you have to eat." Dan didnt reply as he kept his head turned away.

Phil shook his head "he's a stubborn one isn't he." He said to the nurse "here if you give me to food I'll make him eat it he might listen to me." Phil joked

"Alright." She sighed and handed Phil the tray before walking out. "It's not happening, phil." Dan said immediately and didn't face Phil

"Daniel Howell don't you dare say that." Phil said unthreateningly, "you have some bomb ass lunch fish and chips I'm jealous." Phil said "come on Dan, don't make me have to bribe you." Phil said grabbing a chip on the fork and holding it in the air

"Last night when they fed me, I ended up vomiting blood, so no thank you. Not going through that again." Dan shook his head.

Panic flooded through Phils body, "you were vomiting blood again?" Phil sat back "shit." Phil said placing the food down "give me a second." Phil said getting up to find a nurse for more details

Dan watched phil leave and pouted. A nurse spotted Phil and sighed, "He's not eating, is he?"

"I didn't even have time to make him but why is he vomiting blood again? Surely after this £6000 treatment this should have stopped already?" Phil said nervously and shakily with anxiety flooding around his body

"Well, that's because of the stomach lining problems, not his liver, so the operation doesn't fix that." The nurse says simply.

"How long will this go long for and what are the damages for this?" Phil asked getting more and more anxious

"No idea, I'm not the doctor." She shrugged simply, "I mean, I was there with him last night when he threw up blood and had like 2 panic attacks, it didn't look good."

"I'm not paying all this hospital fee for you guys to not be looking after him! You have an education and the doctor should have at least told you something." Phil said "send the doctor to Dans room as soon as you can." Phil said before storming back in stressed and angry

Dan looked up at Phil with big eyes filled with concern when he saw how angry and annoyed Phil looked, "What happened?"

"Nothing hon don't worry, now I need you to eat this food for me, I know it's horrible but you need to digest some of it to survive." Phil said sadly as he sat back down grabbing the fork