Hidden Secret// ✔️COMPLETE✔️

•Chapter 1•

⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️

Delirious's POV

"Delirious you dumb ass." Wildcat insults me when my car explodes. I laugh with the rest of them.

It hurts. They don't know it does and think it's a joke. But to me, it's not. They don't insult anyone like they insult me. But one person doesn't. That's Vanoss.

I stop laughing and look at the time. "Hey guys I got to go to bed now." I say to them. "Okay, goodnight Delirious." Vanoss speaks.

I smile gently even though they can't see. "Goodnight guys." I left the skipe call.

I looked at my wrist. They had scars that were healing. I thought.

'I haven't done it in a week. Eh one wouldn't hurt.'

I made my way to the bathroom. I lived alone but I still locked the door. My friend Luke (CaRtOoNz) will visit me to make sure I'm okay.

He's the only one that knows about my self harming. No one else does. I intend to keep it that way.

I looked up at my mirror. I look horrible and ugly like always.

I sigh and open the cabinet. I see it right away.

I grab it and make the first cut. It hurt but I continued to do it anyway. I was bleeding heavily.

I was standing in a puddle of blood. I started sobbing loudly.

I heard a knock at the front door. It seemed panicked. I ignored it.

I was crying loudly. I heard heavy footsteps running up the stairs to where I was.

I heard Luke's voice. "Delirious?! Jonathan?!?" He banged on the door rapidly.

I still didn't open in. He banged harder till he busted through. He saw me on the floor crying.

He leans down to comfort me. He wraps his arms around me. He is like the brother I never had.

I cried into his chest. He rubbed me head soothingly. "Jon please don't cut." He said through tears.

I still cried, not answering him. I probably will cut again, but I can't tell him that.

I just nodded. He pulled away and looked through the cabinet. He found some bandages and wrapped my arm in them.

I didn't look him in the eyes. He gently cleaned me up. He looked at me. "Lui invited us to a camping trip. Maybe that can get your mind off of things."

I nodded but didn't say anything. He smiled. "How about we play some dead by daylight with Bryce and Ohm?"

I looked in his eyes and smiles weakly. We both got up and got on our computers.

Hopefully this will help get my mind off of things.