Delirious's POV
I laid in my bed, not moving. I had no motivation. Yeah me and Evan text and skype but it's not the same.
It's just so different. I've been having breakdowns and he's not there to soothe the pain.
I probably sound like a bitch who can't deal with his problems because I am. I can't help but feel like he's somewhere out there with Sydney.
Minutes feel like hours, hours feel like days, and days feel like years when I'm alone. He's probably happier with her anyway.
I looked at the post he just posted. 'Editing is hard :P.' Being without you is hard.
I sighed and put my phone down. Why did I have to fall in love?
My heart just needs to stop getting into things it can't get itself out of. It's job is to pump blood and not get into everything.
I brought my knees to my chest. I tucked my head between my knees. I took deep breaths.
I hit a text from ohm. I recently forgave him for what happened.
O- wanna play catch a lover?
D- sure
I need to get my mind off of things anyway.
We did have our little moments. "Ten minutes ago this banana was in your ass." I said with a laugh.
"What?!?" I died laughing. Me, ohm, nogla, and Bryce played until I decided I needed to edit and upload.
I edited lazily and uploaded my video. Everyone started to like and comment the second I did.
I decided to call up Luke and hang out. I called him and we agreed to go to the mall.
Vanoss's POV
I was in hockey practice. I needed to try my best to get my mind off of him. I know he's okay without me because I saw his video.
Him and ohm are so flirty. That made me angry I can't deny that. I hit the punk into the net. I was alone in the rink.
I sighed and skated over to my bag. That's enough practice for one day.
I changed my clothes and headed out. I headed home and uploaded a gmod prop hunt we did.
I sighed and laid on my bed. It was getting dark. I looked out the window. I smiled to myself.
V- look at the moon
D- okay
V- remember that we're both looking at the same moon
I smiled and fell asleep peacefully.

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FanfictionDelirious is depressed. The crew doesn't know about it. Only CaRtOoNz knows. But what happens when Lui invites everyone camping? Will Vanoss be able to save delirious? Or will he fall into darkness?