•Chapter 5•

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Vanoss's POV

I was awoken by the sunlight shining in my face. I gently set Jon on the couch without waking him.

I walked over to the counter. I saw what delirious had in his hand. I read the bottle.

Anti- depressions? Why does he need these. "Hey vanoss." A sleepy voice said.

I turned around and faced him. "Hey cartoonz. Why does del have these?" I held the bottle so he could see.

"Oh those. I think he should explain them to you. But we need to make sure he takes them." I nodded.

I'm still very confused. Nogla came down the stairs. "Are those yours Evan?" He asked worriedly.

"No, they're Jon's." I didn't know he was depressed. Then again, he did sound like it when we were playing dead by daylight.

Luke put a hand on my shoulder. "Don't stress to much about it." I nodded and put the bottle down.

I walked over to the couch. I set delirious's head on my lap. I ran my fingers through his hair.

I wish he didn't have that stupid mask on. Ohm came downstairs.

He saw us and chuckled. I smiled at Jon.

He's so cute. God I want him. I smiled at the thought of him being mine. It was perfect.

Just like him.

Delirious's POV

I started to wake up. I didn't recall where I was but quickly remembered I was at lui's place.

I looked up and saw Evan smiling. "Good morning princess." I giggled. "I ain't no girl." I said sassily.

He chuckled. "You might not be a girl but you sure do have an attitude like one."

I smiled. "I know." I said proudly. We just sat there, looking into each other's eyes.

It was beautiful. His eyes told a story. They showed love and care. I wish I was the person he loved.

But I'm not. And I'm not gunna get my hopes up.

I broke the contact and looked away. I sat up and rubbed my mask that was on my face.

"What's wrong del?" He asked. "It's nothing. I'm fine."

Vanoss's POV

I know what I'm fine means. He's not okay. "Tell me what's wrong del." I grabbed his hand.

He pulled away. "I'm just tired." He said getting up. He left the room.

I sighed and put my head in my hands. Someone sat on the couch I was sitting on.

"You okay?" Moo asked. "No. He probably won't talk to me anymore." I said with another sigh.

He wrapped his arm around me. "It's okay." I hugged back.

Delirious's POV

I saw it. The man I loved with someone else. I went to my room and shut the door.

I fell to the floor with my back against it. This is why I need to be alone. I had tears running down my cheeks.

I brought my phone out. I posted that I needed a break and that I won't be uploading in a while.

I got some love and some hate but one comment set me off.

'You need a break from life. Go kill yourself XD'

I threw my phone and locked the door. I threw my mask onto my bed and cried.

Maybe I should. But not here. Not now. These guys mean the world to me but they can't save me.
















No one can save me......



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Sorry for the sad chapter. I'm feeling down, again.

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