Hidden Secret// ✔️COMPLETE✔️

•Chapter 12•

Delirious's POV

It was currently 3:24 in the morning. I couldn't sleep. Ohm was in the room. It was tense.

I didn't want to see him but yet I had to. All of a sudden his phone went off.

I knew I shouldn't but I did. It was a message from wildcat. 'You did great pretending to like delirious xD Evan got so jealous'

I put down the phone slowly. It was just a prank? A bet? I looked away.

Ohm walked in. "Hey delirious. My eyes could shoot daggers into your heart. I glared that hard.

"What's wrong?" He asked. "How about you check your phone." I said walking out.

I went to the bathroom and locked myself in there. I looked at myself in the mirror.

I need my mask but it's in my room. I can't even think straight. It's wildcat too.

I heard a knock at the door. "Delirious?" It was mini.

I unlocked the door and pushed past him. "Delirious!" He shouted at me. I continued walking.

I don't want to talk right now. Ohm was  talking to wildcat. I grabbed my mask and shoes.

Nothing good can happen in my life. I walked out the front door, slamming it in the process.

I walked to a park. It was empty and looked abandoned. The swings were rusty and the slides had graffiti all over them.

No one knows about me and Evan. We want to keep it a secret. And by we I mean he.

I would tell the whole world if I could but he doesn't want to be shammed on.

Apparently his family is really against gays and he's afraid. I totally understand but it's hard.

I want him to hold me and not give a shit but no. It's not gunna happen.

What happens when we move back home? We didn't think this relationship through.

I brought my knees to my chest and placed my head down. He's probably not over Sydney.

She's probably on his mind right now. This is exactly why I shouldn't be in a relationship.

It's not like he doesn't know what he got himself into. I heard footsteps approaching me.

I didn't look up, I didn't say anything, I didn't run. The footsteps got louder and stopped in front of me.

This person sat next to me. I felt arms wrap around me. I saw the hand and knew it was Brian.

I leaned into the hug. "I'm so fucking dumb." I whispered with tears threatening to fall.

"No you're not. You're just confused." He reassured me. I sighed. "I don't want to go back." I said with my voice cracking.

He rubbed my arm. "I know del, I know." We sat there for a good ten minutes in silence.

It wasn't awkward silence. I feel like we both needed it. We needed it to understand each other's pain.

He gave off that 'what if he leaves me' vibe. I spoke up. "He won't leave you terroriser." I spoke gently.

"I know, but there's still that doubt in my mind." He said. I put a hand on his knee.

"He loves you. You heard what he said with me." He chuckled. "Yeah, oh and who did you say I love you to?" He asked.

I stayed silent for a moment. "Evan." I whispered, but loud enough for him to hear.

He smiled. "You too should get together." He said with a smirk.

I took a deep breath. "You can't tell anyone but we kinda are." I said in a sad tone.

"Why do you sound so sad? That's fucking awesome." He said. "It is but we can't tell anyone and I think he still loves Sydney."

I looked back down. His grip got tighter. "Everything will fall into place." He said.

I sighed. "I hope so."