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Yoongis POV

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At least I know she's okay
I pray she'll be okay.

She'll be fine without me
Taehyung take care of her please....
I can't bring myself to confess to her
The way she did for me. 

I love her to death...
I always will.

Penny... I love you too.

but.....

My actions won't let me care for you 

the way I want to. 

I have no ideas what to control when I'm with her.

I mean good things
But nothing will let me try harder than
I already am..

"are you okay hyung? "

Was I crying aloud?

"YEAH!? " 
                     
            *Bright Smile*

"Yoongi ..... Are you sure?.. "

"YEAH IM FINE JUST THINKING"

"about.... "

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Taehyungs POV

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When I asked he frowned then he sighed. 
He's hurt....

"WELL....  PENNY OF COURSE...
I WANT TO PROTECT HER BUT SOMEHOW MY ACTIONS HAVE BECOME EXTREMELY RUDE AND I KEEP HURTING HER..."

"confess to her I won't stop saying it
Until you do"

"I CAN'T!! "

"she loves you Yoongi just apologize
And confess to her already...
She'll accept you..
She always will"

"TAEHYUNG....  HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT-"

"V"

"WHAT??"

"call me 'V' "

"WHY???"

"oh because of this...  "

*does 'V' Pose *

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Sorry guys I tried with a photo but wouldn't let me ๏︿๏
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"CUTE.... "

"sorry go on.... "

"OKAY? UM....  WELL HAVE YOU EVER MADE A PROMISE THAT WOULD SLOWLY KILL YOU INSIDE..... "

"no?"

"I MADE A PROMISE TO PENNY THAT MAY RUIN HER OR SCAR HER, BUT SHE ACCEPTED SURPRISINGLY?!"

"Yoongi what did you do?"

"I TOLD HER TO STAT AWAY FROM ME AS LONG AS SHE LOVES ME.  IF THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN THEN ON THE FIRST DAY OF OUR LAST DAY HERE I WOULD CHERISH HER FINALLY. I JUST KEEP HURTING HER TAE.... V"

what's he thinking their love
Was already aligned in the sky
And universe
Just accept it!

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Authors POV

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there was a long pause between the two brothers.  Yoongi cried silently which V had noticed but chose not to acknowledge.


"you're only hurting yourself "


He walked away hearing Yoongis pouts and anger growing louder. 
Yoongi threw his things around his room in frustration.
Crying he whispered silent poems
Of his lost love
Penny.

He'd always wrote poems hoping that
One day his gift to her on their wedding night would be be his memories
And thoughts written down forever.

That matte blue journal sat on his dresser every day for almost 6 years. 
But now it sits on the bookcase nest to his
Door .

A weight of dread filled YOONGIs heart as he put the journal away. 
Doing this only suppressed his heart
In guilt. 

The thought of not being able to think of Penny only made his mind and heart
Enter a more melancholic state. 






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Yoongis POV

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Underneath my tears in the slightest whisper
I say and I promise!

"THE ONLY PROBLEM HERE IS-

*SIGH *

-I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU
PENNY TAYLOR"

















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and so on... 

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9/21
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