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I don't wanna see her in your arms,

I don't want her to take off the food off your face after you eat, and smile

I don't want to see you hug her, and she'll blush

I don't want her to wipe your dirty glasses,

I don't want her to taste your lips, even if i haven't

I don't want to hear you say I love you,

I don't want you to stare her eyes for minutes or so, maybe you'll fall deeply

And she would be the one holding your hands

She would be the one answering your deep questions about life

And you'd ask her how many children she'd like, she'll answer right away

I don't want you to wipe her tears and wonder why she cried,

I don't want her to heal the bruises after you fought for her,

I don't want her to be the one you share your earphones with,

Or touch her in anyway you like,

We haven't done these yet, but I did on my dreams,

And it was like fantasy was somehow my reality

And i have been used to it.

I always wanted to be her.