So I knocked on the door
I was nervous this time
I fell on the floor
To see a young man with beautiful eyes
And he was lying in a hospital bed
Who was year older than me
I think.
And I shot quick glances but startled when you were already staring
I heard you were such a funny young man, but stopped the fun
To realize you had this kind of disease
You were just a stranger in a hospital, next in my bed
But I knew I couldn't get you out for months in my head
And I slept there in that hospital for a day, I realize I could've stay
To hug you, 'but that's ridiculous'
That's all I could say
And when I closed the door
It hurted me more
To see you away and away
I knew I couldn't really stay
Until now, I can still remember you like it happened yesterday
The way we switched glances
I wish would've stay
I remembered, when I woke up 3am in that room
I saw you sleeping still
Hearing that machine doing sounds
Listening to them, wishing they could heal you
And Yeah, I couldn't forget this one
When your mother fed you up
And I nearly laughed
Do you still remember? No, We're strangers 'til now
I hope that still by now, you're still there. I just want you to know, I visited the hospital many times looking for you
But you weren't there and everywhere.
I've search every floor looking for you, but I didn't.
Darling, I hope you could read this
Maybe that was our first and last meeting,
But please keep fighting
These are memories meant to be kept, never to forget, And I hope that still by now
You are breathing free
I've heard you'll only live for 3 years
And for a year, I wished it wasn't real
This Is my Love At First Sight
I hope you could still fight
But It has been a year
I've been holding back my tears
It's been a year since I first and last saw you. And if you're not living anymore then that's my greatest fear.
I hope you can hear my 'I love you'
This Is a little hope that destiny have us back too,
Maybe, It's our turn to meet again
So these are the memories that keep replaying in my head,
Hope to be said
So I write them instead
But darling, it's been a year.
'til we meet again and stop
Being strangers. A faded 'i love you' has now been said
YOU ARE READING
douleur
Poetry❝Her heart turned grey as they walked out and didn't stay. Now here's the words she wrote on a paper- the words she couldn't say.❞ Written by ellethetic 2017 © ellethetic
