Sorry If I'm too serious or too sad or too melodramatic or too emotional. Sorry If I don't talk that much not like anyone else.
Sorry If I'm selfish and spend time with myself more. Sorry if I always wanted to lock the door.
Sorry If I built my walls to high, I just don't want anyone to get close to me and lie.
Sorry If I had trust issues, sorry If I cannot trust anyone else. Sorry If I'm depressed.
Sorry If I cut my own skin, sorry if I pushed needles to it, it doesn't even hurt. Sorry If I'm numb.
Sorry If I'm too concern or too selfish, It's just the way who I am.
Sorry If I can't change myself, sorry If I talk balk, sorry because I talk back and have my own explanations I just wanna defend myself and make you realize that I am not heartless
Sorry If I lie and sorry if i trigger you to hit me with everything and pull my hair, sorry If I'm too abusive
Sorry because I read too much, I speak silence too much, I listen to music too much, i cut too much, i hate to much, i fight too much,
Sorry If you realized that I am full of anger and hatred and sadness.
I just want to prove that I am something I am not nothing. I am something a little girl would admire, something that would make you proud, something that would make myself an inspiration to everyone else.
But I guess you wouldn't let me prove something. I guess I'm really not worthy of something, I guess.
YOU ARE READING
douleur
Poetry❝Her heart turned grey as they walked out and didn't stay. Now here's the words she wrote on a paper- the words she couldn't say.❞ Written by ellethetic 2017 © ellethetic
