She never asked me If I was okay, So i now had the courage to tell her what was going on. I wore the courage on my soul and fitted it on so It could not be spilling. And here it goes, I told her everything the burdens of my heart and soul. I told her I wanted love no one could give. But she didn't- they didn't believe 'cause they thought they have given it. It provokes me, so I screamed words I've been longing to say. But all they said was "You're over-reacting" and "I wish I didn't have you from the start" and "You're worthless."
And maybe they were right, maybe I was just over-reacting. Maybe- I should live. I just wanted someone to talk to, someone who would listen to me. Not someone who'd I shout anger with.
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Poetry❝Her heart turned grey as they walked out and didn't stay. Now here's the words she wrote on a paper- the words she couldn't say.❞ Written by ellethetic 2017 © ellethetic
