Akdha ss: A GAME OF THREE HOURS (Completed)

Chapter 4

Sorry guys.... its long time m posting... so much got busy with my new job so cant update...

But today have got time to update... so here is your chapter 4 of this story

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P.s.   the italic is the story jalal telling

Chapter 4

"Thoda sa aagae kar le story ko???" Jodha said. Jalal or Jodha us raat ke teen din baad Kolkata wapas aa gaye the. Fir uske kuch din baad ek email aya Jodha ka. Or us email ne jalal ki saari duniya badal ke rakh die." Jodha said straight looking at Jalal.

Jalal continues...

That one email destroyed the world of Jalal once again. The hope to live life with his love smashed!!
"dear jalal,
I know you are happy right now. But I cant hold myself anymore. I have to tell you a thing which I hide to you during the tour. Main jaanti hu is email ko padhne ke baad shayad tum meri shakal bhi dekhna na chaho, but yeh sach batane se pehle main fir se kahungi, I love you jalal. Apni aakhri saans tak ye Jodha humesha tumhari hi rahegi. Is mail ko padhne ke baad tumhara job hi faisla hoga mujhe manzoor hai. Us raat jab huum dono ek hue or tum mujhe aapne baahon me lipat ke soye hue the, mera man kar raha tha ki main tumse lipat ke rahu humesha aise hi. Kyu ki mujhe pata tha ke mujhe tumhe dhoka dene ka saza zaroor milega. Who pal main akhri bar jeena chahti thi. Main tumhari kaabil nahi hu jalal. Tum bhot hi acche ho. Per main nahi. Main bohot buri hu jalal. Bhohot buri. Isi lie to jisse jee jaan se chaha jise aapne apko soupa mohobbat ki, usi ko daga di maine. Mujhe Ritesh ne jaan boochkar tumhare sath bheja tha. Taaki main tumhari company ki policy ki soft copy use de saku. Jo ki maine bankok jane k din hi tumhare laptop se leke maine Ritesh ko email kar die the. Ab tum yeh sochoge ke maine aisa kyu kiya? Yeh sawal bhi uth raha hoga ke kya era pyaar tumhare lie jhooth hai?? To mera jawab naa hoga. Main tumse sachem pyaar kar baithi hu jalal. Ye jaante hue bhi ki meri or tumhare beech dayre bohot zyada hai. Mera pyaar sacha hai. Per main jhoothi hu, main ghalat hu. tumhare lie. Tumne jo pyaar dia hai mujhe uski haqdaar nahi hu main. Yehi sochke maine apne guilt ko kam karni chahi per nahi hua.. main jaanti thi ki tum mujhe apne aapse dur nahi jaane doge. Lekin main jaanti thi ki main tumhare kaabil nahi hu jalal. Main chahti thi ki Ritesh ka yeh kam main naa karu, per yeh bhi jaanti thi ke tum mujhse door raho. Tumhari bhalayi isi me hai. Chahti thi ki tum mujhse nafrat karo. Itni nafrat ke mera shakal bhi na ekhna chaho. Isi lie ye kaam kiya maine. Ab main khush o nahi hu, per ek sukoon hai ke tum humesha khush rahoge. Par pata nahi tha ke tum meri dharkan me is tarha bas jaoge ke har dharkan me tumhara naam hoga. Nahi pata tha tum meri zindagi me shaamil ho jaoge, or meri jism ko har us paap se mukt karoge jo maine aajtak kiye hai.. Believe me who kam karte waqt or aaj bhi jab ye email bhej rahi hu mere dil toot raha hai jalal. Mujhe maaf kardo jalal. Jo ladki tumhe aisa dhoka de sakti hai, uska tumhare life me koi haq nahi hai. Main tumhe deserve nahi karti. Agar kabhi nujhe maf kar paye to ek baar pukar lena... main dauri chali aaungi tumhare paas. Maafi ki ummed to nahi haiper phir bhi jo chand lamhe humne eksaath guzare hai, us lamhe ki khaatir. Kabhi bhul mat jana mujhe. Nafrat karke hi sahi pe yaad rakhna mujhe. Tum mere zindagi ka who hissa ho jise main apne aapse kabhi juda nahi kar paaungi. I LOVE YOU.
TUMHARI OR SIRF TUMHARI HUMESHA KE LIE JODHAA
Not once, but he dialled her number 20 times and more. But no one replied. Switched off.. Jalal ran to Ritesh. Gripping his collar he shouted, "Why did you do this? She want a normal life. A normal life with me. You didn't let her be like that. You Scoundrel!!"
He didn't bother to reply him. But he take out a bottle of whiskey and make a large peg for him and a small one for jalal.
Jalal was sobbing hiding his face in his palm. He said in between his sob, "you didn't ruin me. You ruined her. A girl wants to come into a beautiful life. But you didn't let her come. She didn't deserve this life. She didn't deserve this life.
Ritesh forwarded the small peg towards jalal and said, "life is a game body. Or is game ke rule hum hi set akrte hai. Or yaha ek hi maksad hota hai sabka. Jeet!!
"But I really loved her. I loved her with my all" jalal said looking at Ritesh who smile evily.
"yehi to ghalti ki hai tune yaar. You gave her all but nothing demanded. Yeh puri duniya fayde or nuksaan pe chalta hai mere dost. Yaha emotion ki koi jagha nahi. Or ise hi business kehte hai. You can't see her real face. She is a player and a player can't be a lover."