Friends to lovers

Chapter 20 / questions

It was around 6 and I told Gray I had to go home, so he decided to walk me.

"Can I ask you something?" He said swinging our hands back and forth as we crossed the road
"Of course" I say
"How far have you gone with a guy before?" He asks and I instantly feel nervous
"Uh.. well, I had an older boyfriend for a couple months and he was.."
"Horny?" Gray jokes
"Uh huh" I laugh
"I would be too if you were my girlfriend" he smirks making me blush
"So you guys had sex?" He says looking at me but I keep my eyes a head of me
"Yep" I say with no emotion

"You don't sound too happy?" He says kissing me hand
"I mean it was okay.. I wanted it. he didn't force me into it or anything, but I just wish I had done it with someone I loved ya know?" I say making Gray look at me
"Yeah, that's the exact same with me" he says shocking me
"Really?" I ask confused
"Yeah, I only did it because all my friends were and I didn't wanna be known as the loser, but I would take it back if I could" he says

"Gray" I say quietly hoping he didn't hear because I was scared to ask the next question
"Yes" he replies
"How many girls have you.." I don't finish hoping he gets it
Which he does "three" he says quickly
"Really? Only three?" I say almost laughing
"What?" He says embarrassed
"Nothing, I just thought you were gonna at least be in double digits, I mean your a player" I joke

"What about you" he says
"Two" I answer
"Who?" He asks sounding jealous
"Can't be saying" I laugh teasing him

Once we get to my door Gray kisses me holding my face with both hands, After we break the kiss he keeps his eyes shut and rests his forehead on mine.

"Wow I'm so glad I met you" he says finally opening his eyes to look at me
I smile "call me when you get home" I say kissing his cheek
He smiles and begins walking backwards not wanting to let go of my hand

"Night baby" he says before turning around
I smile at how cute he looks as he walks away. Wow did I love life right now.

I walk inside to an empty house and lay on the couch with a huge smile on my face when my phone beeps.

Al: can we talk?
I sit there thinking, I don't want her to ruin my happiness right now but maybe if we just make up already, life can go back to normal with all the girls then my night will be even better.

Me: sure
She calls me and at first it's awkward, but she apologises and tells me how she was only upset I was blocking her out, which I understood. I tend to do that with people, whenever I have a problem I never tell anyone, I bottle it all up until it consumes me, and my brain is filled with nothing but bad thoughts.

Ally was the complete opposite, whenever something went wrong I was the first one she would tell. Maybe that's why I thought she didn't care about me, because she didn't know how much I was hurting because I kept it all bottled up.

I apologised for being a bitch and not letting her in, I told her I missed her and didn't want to fight anymore.

We ended up laughing about the whole thing and started gossiping about things we'd both missed.

"So who are you going to the dance with?" She asked
"Uh don't know if I'm going" I say completely forgetting about the dance this Saturday
"What about Gray?" She asked making me smile
"Grays not really the dance type" I laugh
"You should at least ask" she says making me agree
"He'd have to ask me for me to go though" I say