My Adopted Brother is an Emo Freak (boyxboy)

Chapter 4

Here is chapter four my lovelies. Finally got this finished. Hope you like it. Comment/Vote :) Picture of Kota

Chapter 4

Jake’s POV

            Kota. That’s all I can think about. I hate this feeling, but I can’t help it. I like him. I like him more than a friend. It scares me. My phone vibrates.

            Kota: Heyy whore! Wut u doin’?

            Me: um…sitting in my room. U?

            Kota: Fuckin’ bitches getting’ money. Lol

            Me: wooow

            Kota: wut’s on ur mind?

            Me: ugh…nothin’

            Kota: mhm…bet u were thinkin’ bout me ;p

            Me: haha…no -.-

            Knock knock.  I get up to open my door, but Kota’s already walking in. He slams my door and tackles me onto my bed. I don’t have time to respond. His lips are already on mine. I can feel his anger in his kiss.

            “I hate you so much,” he says when he’s done. He gets off me and sits on my floor. He rests his head on his knees. “Fucking hate you.”

            “What did I do?” He stays silent. He was still silent so I got down on the floor. He tackled me again. His lips weren’t angry anymore. They were desperate, needy…sad. I found myself kissing back. It was soft gentle kissing. I stopped kissing him. “I…I’m not gay.”

            “I know.” He kisses me again.

            “I’m not gay,” I whisper this time. He nods his head and kisses me again. “I’m not gay!” Then, I start to cry.

            “Oh, but you are,” says Robbie. “Living room. It’s time you know.”

When I went to the living room everyone was there. Mom and dad were sitting on one couch. Ish and Robbie were sitting on the other. Me and Kota sat next to them. Then, they tell me everything. The story of me and Robbie dating. Mine and some boy’s relationship. How good it was, but then how bad it got. Everything he did to me. That he was coming back. I remember it all. I’m…gay.