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i woke up to a pounding headache.

i don't know why i have a headache, since we didn't drink anything.

oh, right.

all of the crying.

i sighed and trudged myself out of bed.

i walked downstairs to go and make some breakfast for everyone.

i thought i was the only one awake, but i guess i wasn't.

millie ran up behind me, and slapped my butt while yelling,

"BOOTY!"

i screamed and turned around still holding the spatula due to me starting to make eggs.

i sighed once i realized it was just millie.

i leaned against the counter and said,

"gosh millie, why did you have to do that?!"

millie just laughed and said,

"i don't know."

noah walked down the stairs, yawning.

"why did someone just yell booty?" he asks.

i sigh and look at millie.

"see what you did millie! i was trying to surprise everyone by making breakfast and you freaking ruined it!"

i huffed and went to the fridge.

out of the corner of my eye i saw noah and millie look at me surprised.

"oh, uh, i'm sorry y/n..."

i sighed and rubbed my temples.

"no, don't apologize. i'm sorry mills. i'm just in a bad mood, i have such a bad headache."

i grabbed the eggs and started to make them.

"scrambled or over-easy? screw it, everyone's getting scrambled."

noah nods.

everyone else makes there way down stairs and they go and sit on a stool in the kitchen.

gaten then jokingly says,

"what's cookin' good lookin'?"

i just laugh and say,

"i'm making scrambled eggs for y'all."

gaten nods before adding,

"what're you going to eat?"

everyone looks at me curiously but i brush it off by saying,

"fruit."

gaten doesn't seem totally convinced but he still nods and says,

"cool, cool."

once i finish making their eggs i get out plates and hand them all their servings.

i go back to my fridge and i get out a small clementine for my breakfast since i told them i would eat.

i started to peel my breakfast, once i noticed everyone was staring at me.

i put down my clementine and said,

"what are you guys staring at?"

ellie motions to my breakfast and says,

"that's it? that's all you're going to eat?"

i nod and respond with,

"i'm not very hungry."

gaten frowns knowing about my disorder.

but i notice that everyone else is looking at me with pity.

i wrap my arms around my stomach subconsciously.

i whisper,

"does everyone know?"

they all nod sadly.

i whisper even quieter,

"does finn know?"

they all hesitate before nodding slowly once again.

i offer them a small smile before responding with,

"okay, i guess that's good. i'm going to go on a little walk, don't follow me please. i want to be alone."

i quickly turn around and rush out the door.

it was raining,

i am wearing spandex and an average t-shirt.

i don't care if i get sick.

i could use that as an excuse to stay in my room all day.

ugh.

why does life suck?

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