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jaedens pov (still)

we just got off the plane.

so many people are crowding caleb and i.

not trying to sound conceited, but i mean, it's true.

caleb and i waved at some people but we mainly kept our heads low.

once we got to the limo caleb and i both took off our black and gray beanies and sighed.

"i almost forgot how stressful paparazzi is, bro." caleb said.

i nodded, agreeingly. (crap, is that a word? whatever, screw it.)

"i can't wait to see y/n, man."

caleb nodded and smirked at me.

"excited to see anyone else?" he asked.

crap, i don't want him finding out.

not yet, at least.

i tilted my head, "confusingly", even though i actually wasn't confused.

"what do you mean, caleb?"

caleb rolled his eyes playfully and retorted,

"i won't judge you man. we all know you're excited to see wyatt."

crapcrapcrap.

"well, yeah, wyatt's my best friend."

"yeah, sure man. 'best friend.'" caleb even added quotation things in the air.

i blushed a little but tried to cover it up by clearing my throat.

"you excited to see sadie?"

"wEll yEaH sHE's mY bEst fRiENd." caleb said, mocking me.

my smile soon turned into a frown.

"how do you know?"

caleb just smiled a little and said,

"i see the way you look at wyatt. you look at y/n sort of the same way, but dude, no one will judge you. we all love you man. you just have to suck it up and tell everyone at some point." he patted my back lightly.

i scowled a little and shook his hand off my back.

"it isn't that easy, 'bro'." i said, emphasizing 'bro'.

"i can't just go up to everyone and say, 'HEY GUYS! IM BI! hope y'all will treat me the same!' cause i won't f*cking be the same! i won't be known as 'straight jaeden' i'll be known as 'gay jaeden'! they're homophobes out there! i can't just open up and come out of the gosh darn closet! you try doing it! your friends will treat you differently, as if you are some kind of alien! i love my life! i love wyatt! but does that matter? NO! wyatt can never know! that's why i have to date y/n! one, cause i like her, and two, so wyatt's and i's friendship won't change!"

at this point, i was crying.

caleb just embraced me while i continued to cry a little.

"it's okay, jaeden. but you do know that y/n and finn are together, right?"

my breath hitched.

crap, i was too late.

i shook my head while caleb patted my back.

"well... wyatt isn't dating anyone. and i'm pretty sure he isnt 100% straight either..."

i just nodded.

i wanted to go home.

well actually, not home.

wyatt's my home.

but i can't go there.

i'm afraid the truth will just, slip out.

well, what's life without risks?

an easy one.

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soo
i love jyatt
sorry if this sucks
sorry if this offends any gay ppl, i support everyone
i feel as if this is turning into a jyatt book, IM SORRY FINN AND YOU WILL BE BACK SOON I JUST NEED TO EXPRESS MY JYATT THOUGHTS SOMEHOW
also how does most of these chapters have more words than my seven paragraph essays? WTF

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