Shan has completely broke down. He had realised his unknown feeling for vrushy. Which he was trying to understand from last 6 years. But by the time he realised his feeling for vrushy, he had already lost her.
Shan was completely shattered from inside he was sobbing, the pain on his face. Can make anyone heartache. "Someone keep hand on shan head. Shan look up to see his friend, nimit there. He just hug nimit tightly ( as he need someone right now to let out his pain). Nimit just hug him back tightly . He know right now, shan need him. but as a silent support. He gave Shan time to let out his pain & tear.
After sometime, Shan become little bit normal. And sit on floor silently. Nimit understand that now he can talk with him.
Nimit - kya hua shan, tu aise??
Shan just keep quite , he know he have to answer nimit question.
Nimit (understand his uncomfortable silence) - Breaking ice, he decided to let shan know, what he think . pressing shan shoulder, dude jo tujhe aaj feel hua hai, me usse bahut pehla he samaja chuka tha.
Shan (looking confused) - Matlab?? Me kuch samaja nahi, tu bol ky raha hai.
Nimit ( he know shan will not accept his feeling easily in front of him) - shan, tune jo aaj vrushy ke liye feel kiya hai na, woh feeling tera dil me hamesha se thi. Jab se tu usse mile hai . Tab se tu usse pasand karata hai. Bass ye baat tu aaj samaja raha hai jab woh tujhe se dur ja rahi hai hamesha ke liye.
Shan(broken state) - Nimit mein der kar de apni feeling usse bata na me. Yaha shayad khud samajna me. Woh jabse mera zindagi me aayi hai tabse sirf khushiya he khushiya de hai usne mujhe. Mujhe me jo badlav aaya woh bhi usski wajah se tha. Ha mein hamesha se khush rahne wala insan tha par ,Mera interovert or shy nature ki wajah se Logko lagata tha ki me egoistic insan hu. Par logo ne mujhe jana hai uske aane ke baad. Uske sath hamesha aise lagata hai jaise me meri zindagi me uske aane ka he intezar kar raha tha. Logo ne hum me d3 ke pehla he din chemistry dekh li shayad isliye ki hum bane he ek dujhe ke liye the. Ussne sirf swaron ko ek naya charm nhi diya, ussne mujhe bhi ek nayi pehchan de . Woh shantanu jo logo se chupa tha usse sab ke samne la ne me uska sab se bada hath hai. Tumhe pata hai nimit usski smile hamesha mujhe Vishwas delati hai ki har haar ke baad jeet hai. har dard ke baad khushi he. Woh hamesha mera sath meri himmat ban kar rahi hai.Mujhe hamesha sa bharosa raha hai ki chahe kuch bhi ho woh hamesha mera sath hogi. Chahe khud kisi bhi dard se gujar rahi ho. Par mera samne hamesha smile karati rahati hai. Usse pata hai , ke me usse dukhi nhi dek sakata .aaj bhi Uski innocent baate mujhe yaad dilati hai ki woh dil se kitne saaf aur masum hai. Uski bacho jaise harkate mujhe hamesha sikhati hai ki khush rahne ke liye kisi wajah ki jaroot nhi hai. Jab woh mera sath hoti hai toh koi bhi baat ya safar mushkil nhi lagata . Kyuki mujhe pata hota ki me akela nhi hu. Mera sath mera safar me woh bhi he, mera hath tham kar, woh mera sapno par mujhse jyada yakin karati hai. Jabse hum mile hai tabse aaj tak woh hamesha mera sath rahi he meri khushi me, dard me, haar ya jeet me. Meri har kamyabi me, khushi me uska hona mera liya bahut jaroor hai.. Uske bina meri zindagi me ronak nhi hoti. Meri zindagi ka woh hissa hai woh jiske bina adhura mehsus karata hu. Vrushy ke bina vrushan aur shan adhure hai. Usse baatein karne ke liye mujhe shabd ki jaroot nhi hoti . Woh meri aankhe padhe leti hai. Mera shabd samaj kar pura kar deti hai. Bacchi jaise behave karati hai par jaroot aane par takat ban kar sath deti hai. Choti choti baat par naraz ho jati hai, par waqt aane par sab bhulkar aapke liya khadi ho jati hai. Dusro ke khushi me apne dard chupa leti hai. Usse accha dost, aur usse jyada pyara sathi kisi ko kaha mil sakata hai. Par mein yeh baat samaj ne me der kar de .(Smile with tear in eyes) Mera pehla chocolate fight sathi. Meri pagal or chulbuli se dost . Meri chahta.(words slip from lip) .
Nimit (confused) - Matlab???
Shan - Sab puchate hai Kya kabhi kisi ladki se mujhe pyar hua . Kya Mera dil me koi hai, aaj tak ye samaja nhi saka ki mera pyar kabhi mujhe se dur tha he nhi. Jisse mein chaha woh kabhi mera dil se aur nazaro se dur gai he nhi. ( thinking) . Ek raaz ki baat bolu nimit toh Mera aankho ko pehli baar jis khubsurat ladki ko dekhte he pyar ho gya. Woh Mera pehla pyar tha . Woh.... Paused
( nimit - woh kon ) ..
Shan (exhale breath) - woh vrushy thi (Silent tear drop from his eyes)
Nimit( shocked by hearing this new confession) - Shan, isska matlab.... tu vrushy se tabse pyar karata hai jabse tum dono mile ho. Tune kabhi ye baat kisi ko batayi kyu nahi. Vrushy ko bhi nahi. Bhai kyu kiya aisa.!!! ( turning shan toward him)
Shan(lost in past) - kyu ki mujhe nhi pata tha ki me abhi bhi usse pyar karata hu ya nhi. Jab pehli baar usse pyar hua toh darta tha ki kai usski dosti bhi na kho du. himmat he nhi hue usse bata ne ki woh mera liye kya hai. Pehli bar jab woh bimari ki wajah se mera samne behosha hui thi. Mera dil ne pehli baar usse khona ka dar mehasus kiya tha. Uske baad mein usse kabhi akela nhi rehna diya. Uske aasu mujhe dard deta hai . Uski khushi mera aankho ko sukhoon deti hai. Alag he woh sab se meri zindagi me. Usske sath koi ankaha risheta hai mera . Jo hassi aur khushi usske sath hona se hoti hai woh aur kisi ke hone se nhi hoti. Woh mera liye anmol hai. Issliye usse khona nhi chahta tha. Par fir bhi Ek baar koshish ki thi mein usse apni feeling bata na ne ki. Par jab usske pass gaya tab Woh sam se baat kar rahi thi . usski baato se uss waqt mujhe aisa laga jaise woh kisiko pasand karati hai Uski baate sunkar . uski aankho me kuch to tha jo me samaj nhi sakha . Jaise aaj bhi kuch tha jo me samaj nhi paya. Par woh khush bahut thi . Usski khushi dek mein apni feelings ko rok liya. Apne aap ko rok liya .Usse apna dost man liya. Fir kabhi uss bare me socha he nhi. Apni feeling ko control kar liya. Fir Career me itna kho gaya ki feeling ke bare me socha bhul gaya. Aur woh hamesha mera sath thi toh kabhi ye socha he nhi ki , kal woh nhi hogi toh kya . Usse khone ka dar ehsas nhi hua. Apne pyar ko dosti ka naam tho de diya par pyaar dil ke kone me rah gaya. Aur ab jab usse kho diya tab pata chala ki woh aaj bhi mera pyar hai . (Crying badly)..
Nimit - par shan ho sakte hai, ki uski pasand tum he ho uss waqt. Usse dek kar koi bhi yahi kaheta ki woh tumhe pasand karati hai. Uski aankho mein pyar dekhata tha. Woh tumhara liya sab kuch karati aa rahi hai aaj tak. Par tum ne aaj tak uske pyar ko nhi samaja. Woh kuch na kahe ke bhi sab kuch kehati rahi. Bas tu usse ignore karata raha . Aur aaj woh tujhe se hamesha ke liya dur ja rahi hai. Uss ne tera bahut intezar kiya shan, par tu kabhi dosti se aage jana he nhi chahta tha. Tune usse pyar toh kiya par uska sath nhi de saka. Kash, tune ek baar, usse apne pyaar ka ezhaar kiya hota. Tho woh tera sath kabhi nhi chodati. Ek baar tu uske aankho me apna liya pyaar dek pahat. toh vrushan me se vrushika kabhi alag nhi hoti.
Shan (completely broken) - kya woh bhi mujhse pyar...... Par uss ne kabhi kuch kaha kyu nhi. Me tho uski dosti nhi khona chahta tha. Par woh (cut by Nimit)
Nimit- shayad woh bhi tera sath apni dosti nhi khona chahti ho. Kyuki tune he kaha he sab ko hamesha ki tum dono sirf dost ho. Uss ne kya nhi kiya tera liye , bn days me tumhare fight ki wajah se hurt hui. Par wod se pehla tumhe wishes dena aa gayi. Sabse jada khush woh hui jab tera dream pura hua. Hum usse apna crew ka hissa nhi bana paye par ussne tera decision par ek baar bhi sawal nhi kiya. Tujhe par aankhe band kar vishwas kiya. Jhalak me sab se jyada bharosa usse tha ki tu he jeeta ga, show ke pehla he uss ne tujhe winner mann liya. Mehnat tu karata par himmat woh deti. Chot tujhe lagati par dard usse hota. Khush tu hota par hassi uski khilati. Jeet teri hoti par, garv usse hota. Haar ko bhi teri jeet samjati hai woh . Humne shayad tera sath tera sath rehkar diya . Par woh tera sath na hokar bhi har pal tera sath thi vishwas, aur takat ban kar ( pointing toward shan heart) yaha. Fir bhi tujhe lagata hai usse kuch kahena ki jaroot thi.
Shan ( feel like someone show him his feeling in mirror) - Kya mein usse samajna me galati ki. meri chupi ki wajah se mein usse kho diya, jo meri zindagi ki khushiyo ki wajah hai. Tune sahi kaha nimit , me apne aap me itna kho gaya, ki dil ki awaja suna he nhi saka. Anjane me mein usse dard de diya. Jisaki khushi mera liya sab se important hai . Aur ab usski khushi ke liye me koi bhi dard seh lunga. Agar woh khush hai iss engagement se toh mera pyar ki kasam , me usse hurt nhi karunga. Mera pyaar ab hamesha ankaha rahega sab ke liye. Promise kar Nimit tu ye baat kisiko nhi kahega. (Nimit promise him to keep the secret with him). Shan - Nimit par kaise me apni zindagi uske bina jee pauga . Mein mera pyar kho diya nimit. Mein meri vrushy ko kho diya. ( he again broke down in tear, nimit hug him tight, he know they both are incomplete without each other. But today destiny is taking there test. Because they had test destiny many time. Let see who won this game of destiny play). He just rub his hand on shan back, to show him his support . Nimit also had tear in his eyes after seeing Shan like this.
So, this is shan side of there incomplete love story. Is vrushy had some part in this incomplete love story. What was her point of view.??
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❤❤Every ending has a new beginning ❤❤(completed)
Fanfikcepeople say end of one story means end of that relation. but every ending has some new beginnings. if you lose one something, then definitely you are going to get something!! let see what new beginning as written for vrushan story.
