(continuation of the last chapter "No")
I must do something....I close my eyes tightly .. until my eyes hurt...and then ...... I open them ..... I'm almost blinded by the darkness... it's so strong...I close my eyes again...no... I'm stronger...Yes!! I'm Stronger....stronger then they think....better then they'll ever know.... Yes.....it hurts....but yes ....time heals all....yes..... the words cut....but yes ....I know how to heal the wounds....yes ....they will try over and over again...but yes......I can resist over and over again.....yes...when one gives up hurting me...they'll always be replaced....but yes....I will always have my courage....my strength....my power ...my freedom....my thinking....yes.... I'm more powerful than they'll ever imagine......and yes ...I'm my own person....I am all I need....yes one day I hope there will be someone else...but yes I don't really need anyone....I am my own protector....nobody can hurt me if I don't let them....I just won't let anyone in....I'll keep it to myself....I'll use it as my weapons..... make a shield so strong...that it's invincible....and make a sword so sharp that it's unstoppable....and then I'll fight....fight till my last breath
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Spiritualthis is just a book..... in which...... I'll write my feelings......... whenever ........they try to........overwhelm me.....I'll write them down......so they.....don't consume.....me and.....send me to a.....place where...... everything gets.....mu...