[C]Suicide•최보민•

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I feel dizzy as soon as I wake up,

All i can see is blood dripping from my hand
What happened?

I tried to recall what happen last night

Right,

Last night I was so stress thinking about nobody likes me and nobody notice me

So to endure the feelings I cut my skin with a cutter,its not really that long tho..just 1-2 cm?I guess

"Ughhh..."I groan as I sat down on my bed

"Jesus I think I will never do that again!"I shout as a pain shot on my arm.

I need to clean up my wound

"Aish where is that First Aid Kit?"I asked myself in frustration

Dont tell me that this house is big and filled with filthy rich stuff but doesn't have an AidKit

My blood cant stop dripping so at last I dont have an other choice but to tangle my arm with a cloth and by using a tape I tape it around the cloth

I need to go to the convenience store to buy The Mini FIRST AID KIT

Thank god I was wearing a loose hoodie it cover the cloth on my arm peacefully

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On my way going to the convenience store I bump into a stranger

"Uhh I'm sorry..."I said breaking the awkward silence.

"Urmm dont mind him"A boy next to him said

"Wew the wind is so strong today,it just push me"The guy that I bump said

Yah!do you think I'm invinsible!

"Yah!"I accidentally shout and quickly cover my mouth

"I probably should go now I have a bad feelings standing here its like someone is watching me.."He said walking away

The boy who talk to me look at me before flashing a sad smile.

Am I too pathetic?Why does everybody keep on giving me their sad smile?

Without noticing,my heart felt heavy and my throat sting like someone is holding them preventing me to breath.

My knees feel weak and my eyes form a tear.

What is this feelings?Why am I sober?

I decided to walked to the park and sit on a bench.

"Hyojun stop running!"A familiar voice shout and chasing the girl infront of him.

"Never!Catch me if you can Bomin!"The girl shout and the couple ran infront of me not knowing my existence.

Aigoo Bomin,how could you?We used to be like this.

Right note the sarcasm there we USED to.

I was out of space and I didnt notice a boy sitting next to me.

"Hi.."He said

My body jerk up reacting to the boy,it was out of the sudden

"Hi.."I said and turn to look at him,he's the previous boy who talk to me

"Wait its you.."I said simply

"Im Jangjun"He said

"Y/n"I said

"Why are you here?"He asked straightforwardly

"What do you mean?"I asked not getting what he said

"I mean why are you still on earth?you're supposed to be there"He said pointing to the sky.

"Are you trying to make some pickup lines?cause I'm not gonna fall for that"I said with a poker face

"No I'm not I'm serious why are you still here?"He asked

"Im sorry Mr but are you okay?you shouldnt ask me that kind of question its kinda rude.If you want to make fun of me you should do it to other people instead"I said sternly

"Do I look like Im joking...Y/n?"He asked

"No but I still dont get what you're trying to tell me"I said

"Y/n you're dead but your soul is still here"