Twin Star Exorcists One-Shots

Help

Hey guys...

Wanna show you something...

And one thing I ask you is...

Help me... Please...

I need help...

Okay... I'm gonna tell you all my secret...

I've been depressed for a long, long time...

Question me why?

I feel alone... Even though my friends are there...

Plus... I have lots and when I say lots... A LOT of secret haters...

I knew them through a reliable source I trust...

But you see... Guys...

Because of that... I'm falling more into depression...

Everytime I see the knife I get this weird feeling...

And almost everyday... I think about dying... I'm not joking...

And now... Lady_Nightfall... she's my... ex-friend now...

We were the best of buds but I thought she was just bluffing when I saw her threatening to kill me...

But when she insulted Kris, aka AdashinoBenio_...

I knew she was jealous of me... The chapter when I said this book got ranked #983 in Fanfiction...

She's mad... I told her our friendship's over...

And she's spamming me with insults on my message board...

Saying I'm weak, fake, a bitch, crybaby and many more...

I know I'm a crybaby cause I have a rough life...

And I think my sanity just snapped  when she messaged me this...

I know she's mad at me...

She thinks I'm replacing her...

But no...

I ended my friendship with her because she needs to control her reactions...

In that way, she won't drag other people to our mess...

But I'm 100% depressed right now since she told me to die...

I'm depressed at home...

I'm depressed at school...

I'm depressed even in social media...

What a life...

I must say...

I don't think I'm supposed to live anymore...

So...

What do you guys think?

Do I still need to live...

Or... not anymore?

I'm not telling my family about this... I'm just burdening them...

Heck... I don't even feel if they love me or not...

My brother hates my annoyingness and he wished I was never born...

My mom doesn't even... She doesn't even listen that much to my cries and she hates it when I cry and threatens me to hurt me if I don't stop crying...

My father works far away so he doesn't have the slightest idea what's going on in our house...

I tried controlling my feelings so I won't cry again...

But reading what Krikari said...

I felt empty...

She knew very well I'm depressed like hell...

My depression's worser...

Help me guys...

Please...

Tell me what to do...

I don't know what to do anymore...