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R.I.P Kim Jonghyun

This is not a part of my fanfiction,but today on December 18,2017 another light in this world went away...an angel was taken away.

Jonghyun from shinee passed away today...and it really doesn't matter what fandom your in but right now the K-pop community is in sorrow 💔

I'm not a really BIG part of their fandom,but this is still shocking news. If only we knew how much pain you were in and how you were suffering we could've helped you...we love you so much and it's hard to accept this cruel reality.

I hope you died knowing you made people smile on this world, I hope your family and the members get through this and keep you in their thoughts everyday Jonghyun 💕

He committed suicide...and he's in a better place now and we could only wish for the best. Only if we hadn't been so blind to only see his smile and not his pain. I'm so sorry Jonghyun,I'm sorry that you had to suffer by yourself and bid your last farewell today 💔 You did not deserve this...you only deserved happiness but I guess life is cruel. We will miss you dearly and think about you everyday and how you influenced the world just by being you

There's still so much to say...this is an update February 27,2018,jonghyun I really am wondering if the pain you had is now gone.

are you happy and in peace? I hope you are and if you really think that what you did was the right decision,then I won't be sad anymore.

I'm also happy you left this cold and cruel world,but also sorry that no one knew what you were going through.

Usually,we put a smile on our faces even when we're hurting and dying on the inside. That is what you did jonghyun,you were such a strong human being.

I heard that a shawol dreamt about you and she told you that she was sad about you being gone. You told her not to worry and tell everyone else that your happy. She tried to tell everyone,but the sadness was still there. She has a hard day sometimes,but still smiles when she thinks of you.

Your family,your friends and your fans. They really love you jonghyun.

Your smile is one of the brightest and your heart is one of the biggest. You cared for so many people,and probably helped them in their hard times,too.

One day I was watching an old episode of 'return of superman' it was a scene where haru was with tablo at rehearsal. And you were there,I really will never forget the huge smile on your face. I remember crying with tears rolling down my face,but I was also smiling.

But then we just wonder...

How can such a happy person be going through so much pain?

nothing was your fault,there is nothing wrong with you,this is all our fault. No one knew jonghyun,I'm so so so sorry. You are so beautiful and talented. Are you singing up in heaven?

Continue to watch over minho,taemin,kibum and onew.

We love you so much jonghyun ❤

Please rest in peace,Kim Jonghyun