'•My Only One•'[JUNGKOOK ]

R.I.P. Jonghyun

I'm not a fan, I don't stan SHINee but I'm crying over here. This broke my  heart I swear.

If this is me, who barely knows a thing about SHINee, then how are the original fans doing? Those who stanned them since debut?

I'm speechless, really. I don't feel like smiling, 2017 isn't my favorite year, it didn't turn out like how I expected.
I have already lost a grandpa and I still don't get it.

I feel like he is alive, but he is away, somewhere, where we just can't see him.
Jonghyun's death added to my list of 'Crap that occurred in 2017'.

I really can't hold back all my tears for so long, but I can't cry in front of my family either.

I got these news from my best friend and at first, I swear I had a feeling they were rumoirs maybe or some death threats or stuff.
But I searched  it today, and I regret the moment I did.

Now I know he commit suicide.Died in the hospital.

SHINee right now are probably more hurt than any of us.

I saw a post that said (in arabic):
"SHINee in the funeral-
Minho fainted again because of crying alot, Key locked himself in, Taemin is crying uncontrollably, Onew wants to see Jonghyun one last time and is really shocked.

-SHINee right now.💔I don't blame them, they have been together for ten years"

R.I.P. JONGHYUN

Wherever you are right now, you will always be remembered. You will stay in our hearts.

I don't get why he killed himself, I just read that he was burdened by his celeb life, or something , and that this life was never meant to be his.
I want to know the actual reason, What was exactly hurting him?Who was it?Was it the company?Is it some other celeb?

I just can't understand what has just happened, it all seemed to have occurred in just a second.

I'm so so sorry, extremely sorry to his family, fans , and members.They are gonna go through a tough time without him.
I wish them good luck, I hope that they'll continue to be as amazing as they are right now, and that we'll all keep Jonghyun in our hearts.

Dear Jonghyun,

You did well, really well.

#rosesforjonghyun

-'just a girl on the other side of the world.'

Again, I'm really sorry for that.

One more last thing,
Please , please and please shawols, DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE THINKING THAT YOU WILL MEET HIM UP THERE.
Just like how you are breaking over his death, someone even if you think you are totally alone and hated, someone loves you, but you just don't know how they feel, and once you are gone, they will be just like how you were.
So please, again, live your lives normally, don't upset yourselves too much, nobody lasts forever, we all die in the end, so please, keep him in your minds and hearts, that's all what we can do, and for the last time, please don't kill yourselves just like how he did. SUICIDE IS NEVER, I REPEAT , NEVER THE ANSWER.

-thank you for reading. I will be continuing my Fanfiction soon.