'•My Only One•'[JUNGKOOK ]

"Leave me alone..."

Jungkook's P.O.V.
I stayed at home
I didn't want to go anywhere that would remind me of her.

Every where I go , I would see her face in everyone's faces.

Sometimes, that awkward moment of me calling a totally different girl by her name.

Yeoni.

Saying his name.

Jimin.

Was the only thing I thought of.

It was IMPOSSIBLE she didn't remember any of these memories we shared.

She might just not know who it was.

But it all made me confused and sick.
Sick of life.

I didn't have any plans for the rest of the day.

I collapsed on my bed as soon as I came back from the studio.

I had to go there today, since I didn't want to worry anyone.
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Flashback
I tried my best to smile, but all would show is an expressionless face.

Jin asked me why so I look so sad today

I told him I wasn't, it is just I want to sleep.

He didn't look like he believed me, but he didn't want to annoy me by being too nosy into the topic.

I was glad he did not ask any questions.

But the others members did ask me.

The same reply.

"Im sleepy"

And the same reactions.

Until the one I didn't want to talk to, had to come and talk to me.

"Hey kook, what's wrong?You look soo annoyed and tired today.."

He sits besides me on the couch.

"I just want to sleep, nothing else..."

He nods.

"Did something happen yesterday during the ride?"

I gulped.
He had to ask this one question that I was trying to avoid.

I tried to change the topic, but Jimin is no fool.

"Answer me."

"Hyung.."

"Yea?"

"Leave me alone."

He just stares at me silently.

"I knew something was wrong the second you stepped in."

My voice came louder than I wanted it to be.

"Yea?So?Does it bother you?"

He looked shookth.

Everyone in the room in fact.

They knew how much of a close relationship we had.

"Okay okay, I'm sorry..."

He leaves the room.

"Jungkook."

I look up at Hoseok.

"We need to talk."
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It wasn't so long until He knew everything about what happened , and how I felt towards her.

He knew I liked her, same thing for Jimin, but he never knew our relation would break because of that girl.
"Look, you can always find another one."

I just stare at him silently.

"If she wasn't meant to be with you, then let it be that way. One day, you will meet the girl whom you actually will end up with for the rest of your life."

I nod.
It was too hard to say anything at the moment, especially in this state.

"So don't cry, life's not over yet, Jungkook.The day didn't come yet. And I doubt it will even come."

I knew it was gonna happen, but I nodded.

"Become close friends with her, she may end up liking you back ?"

"What if she was dating Jimin that time?"

"Still be her friend."

That will be hard.

But I have to change myself.

My shy character around her, my way of thinking.
It was a lot to do, but It was my will too.

She has to fix what she broke, and I had to make her aware of that

And here is where my mission starts.

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The end
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