Whisper loud [Original Poetry]

XIII - See your strong

I close my eyes;
I can't see ;
Help me.
I've tried before what makes you think this time
Will be the time
I'll see?
You open your arms;
I watch you cry
But why?
I don't see
Just try to understand me.
I try all the time
But no matter how hard I try
I can't sleep ;
Please help me.
Tell me why does it have to feel like this?
How do you know this feeling will go away?
Tell me how do you ever feel safe?
I lose faith;
In me.
The only one I've carried:
Through the wind and storms ;
Through the desert ;
Over the seas ;
trust me.
Still I emerge,
Not yet broken,
With words unspoken:
They rip my tongue.
Feel the sting I've been through
But still I know
This is nothing compared to you.