Roses ↠ Playboi Carti

S E V E N 💔

It was now 2 in the morning and me and Jordan were talking about his career while stuffing cookies in our mouths. " Kameron, you look a little sad , are you alright ? And your face was really red when I came. I didn't want to say anything at first but , I just feel the need to ask you is everything okay ?" Jordan spills out. We sat there in silence for a moment. I thought to myself no, I'm not okay. Should I tell him ? Tell him Lucas came over and hurt me? Tell him Lucas Verbally and Physically abuses me all the time ? Should I? No , i can't. I'm not going to bring my problems onto someone else. I nodd smiling. " Yea, I'm fine! Just tired really that's all." I can tell Jordan wasn't buying it , but i guess he's going to play along with it. " Uh okay but that still doesn't explain why your face was red like that, looked like someone slapped you, but anyways what's the move for tonight ?" He quickly changes the subject. " Uh, wanna watch some movies ? " Jordan nods his head and we get up and go to my living room. We plopped down on my sofa and he was sitting right next to me. He swung his arms around me and grabbed the remote. " Let's see what's on." He says as he flipped through channels. I couldn't help it but his cologne smelt so good. " Ooo" i said aloud not realizing it. " What ?" He says still looking for a movie . " Your cologne, it smells so good. " I look at him and smile. Then i suddenly remember he has a girlfriend so I quickly turn my attention back on to the tv
" Let's watch Get out. " he says changing the channel to the movie. " I'm gonna turn off all the lights and get something to drink , you want anything ?" " Yea, get me what your getting." I nodd my head and got up and did my tasks.

11:12 AM
I fluttered my eyes open realizing i was in my room in my bed. I felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. I turn to see who it was and it was Jordan. My eyes went wide i quickly sat up. Jordan groans and takes a moment to sit up with me. " We didn't do anything did we?" I ask with worry in my voice. Jordan laughs and shakes his head " No , You fell asleep so carried you around until i found your room and i laid you in your bed and i realized how tired i am and i didn't want to drive while so tired so i laid down with you. I didn't mean to cuddle, I'm so use to my girlfriend being the bed with me. "He laughs. A breeze of relief goes through me. " Ohh" I giggle. " So do you wanna get breakfast ?" I ask. Jordan grabs his phone off the night stand and looks at the time. " I can't , I'm suppose to be at breakfast with Amber." He rushes out of bed and grabs his jacket , shoes , phone , and car keys. He runs downstairs. I got up and as I was walking downstairs I heard him shut the door. I began to feel saddened... I really wanted to spend more time with him.
I went back up stairs and got in the shower and brushed my teeth. When i got out i slipped on my  red satin silky robe and my red furry slippers and sat on my bed texting and going through my social media's. I received a text from Jordan
Jordan: Hey go to your door in like one minute 😉 sorry for leaving like that.

Me: it's okay i understand and okay.

I smile and i went downstairs and about time i reached the bottom of the stairs the doorbell ranged. I opened it and it was a delivery guy holding a Bouquet of roses in his hand. "For you mam, have a great day !" He smiles at me handing them to me. My heart dropped and smiled hard as ever. " Thank you, you aswell " I shut the door and stared at the roses admiring them. I saw a note attached to it and it said : Sorry for leaving like that. I know something is going on with you and your personal life . It's okay you don't have to open up to me. But here maybe this might make you a little happier. - Love Carti

Tears strolled down my cheeks as i smile.
Jordan is truly a sweetheart. A guy i would want. But i know I can't have...