live your life : (zayn malik _ one direction)

part 4 :3 months ...

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Today I wakeup and saw alaa in the kitchen we were the only one who was awake

Alaa: mai what's on your waist ?

Me: nothing important

Alaa: nothing important look at your self. Why did you do this ?

Me : you really want know why?

Alaa: yes , please

Me feel tears in my eyes : ok, because I grew up with out my parents

Alaa: but you was the one who choose

Me:yeh, cos I wanted to live in normal life they were changing home and schools every year cos of there jobs

Alaa: what else?

Me: cos I live in a house full of couples and I am the loner . And the one who I love living with me in the same house with his girl friend

Cos when she grabbed his arm last time I felt like I have nothing and I discovered that I really love him

Alaa: mai but you should stop

Me: I already stopped I hate self harming and I done it once and regret for it. Don't worry alaa I am not stupid.....

Now it's 3 months since we move to this house. In these 3 months there is many things happened .me and all of the boys and all of the girls now feel like we are a real family and yehh I mean (all) it was hard but it is the life. Every day Passes I love zayn more and more. And of course I couldn't tell any one except Alaa because Harry thought I turned my love to zayn into Fraternal love . But the true was completely different.

Maria Treated zayn in a very bad way. Every one was talked about them and about how she treated him. There is some thing no one know about it except me, every night when I went to the kitchen to get some water I saw zayn sitting on the couch in a sad look and sometime crying. I think he cried because of Maria. I was so sorry for him I know it's a very hard feeling.

 And Louis isn't single any more he has a girlfriend called Eleanor; she is a very nice girl. Now I am the only single one in the house. It is bad when you be the loner.

In these 3 months we really worked hard and all of us were tired. We did many concerts, interviews and photo shoots. So we decided

to take a rest and go for a long vacation.

*Now all of us sitting in the living room*

Liam :" guys where do you want go . France, India, Italy, Dubai???"

Niall:" any thing I have no problem"

Esraa  :" what about France  it's great"

Maria : " ok , I have no problem "

Then all of us accept.

Harry :"I will go to Book the tickets "

Louis :" I will come with you . How many tickets"

Alaa :" 11 we need 11 tickets "

Harry : " ok but when ?"

Me :" after 5 days "

Harry and louis went to book the tickets.

Eleanor :" I think we need go for shopping"

Nessa :" yes , but tomorrow and all the boys will come "

Zayn :" no, no, no I don't want to go "

Niall:" me too I hate shopping"

Esraa :" ok but after shopping we will go to nando's"

Niall :" I love shopping , I am coming"

Liam :"ok we will go but please make it a quick shopping "

Zayn : " you are dreaming they are girls they never do a quick shopping "

Maria: " I'll see if I am busy"

I love shopping it's one of the things that I can't live with out…