Clouds POV
I ran to my room and slammed the door, I don't even give a shit if I disturbed other girls from.. well whatever they were doing..
"God damn it Chandler Riggs!!"
I looked around my room and grabbed a blanket and a pillow, I crawled out the small window I had and just sat down and stared at the Clouds
"Chandler will be the death of me.." I groaned in frustration
"hey, Lillian..I bet you and Brady are just chatting up a storm, aren't ya?" I smiled looking into the bright blue sky
"I miss you, and Brady of course.. can you tell him..that..I miss his spunky attitude, and they way he loved to ride his penny board, and also the way how he always dreamed of being a famous guitarist..tell him...I love him.."
A slight gush of wind crawled up my arms, I knew it was Lillian.. she was still here.. watching over me with Brady by her side
"Thanks...I owe you one.."
"Clouds?"
I look toward the window and see Sam crawling over to me, he smiled and wrapped the blanket around us
"if your here to tell me to forgi-"
"God no, that kid deserved the slap you gave him!" I giggled..
"seriously though, that kid needs to get his shit together.. with him drinking and smoking again I-" I cut him off
"he's..smoking?" I asked quietly
"uh, yeah.. yeah he is.. the day you came to talk to him, and he was on the roof.. I saw he had a new packet.. just don't know where he got it.."
Smoking? Again? He promised me, he promised he stopped.. I guess that was another lie he told me..I can't believe I was stupid enough to go for him.. all he has done was lie and hurt me.. I don't belong to him so I don't get why he got so protective of me..
He never really cared for me back In middle school, we dated but we acted like we never saw each other.. living separate lives .
"well...I guess he really deserve that slap" I lowered my head and tried to contain my laugh, that only resorted in my laugh turning into a tiny snort
"don't worry. he'll come around..hopefully.." Sam held me close and gave me a warm bear hug, he felt like a giant teddy bear, no wonder Lillian loved to hug him so much
I chuckled at the thought of Lillian and a giant teddy bear Sam in her arms.
"watcha laughin about?"
"Oh nothing, just thought of Lillian.. I miss her warm hugs.."
"yeah, me too..miss her every single day.. and I never forget about her.."
---------2 days later---------
"Hey sweet heart!"
"h-hey mom" I slowly entered my mom's dark green Lexus and buckled my seat belt, I sat in the front passenger seat since my baby sister sat in the back In her chair fast asleep
"I hope your okay with this"
"y-yeah, totally.." I fiddled with the edge of my frilly flower print shirt and didn't dare to think about being in the same room as my father
it's not that I'm afraid of him, just afraid of what he's capable in doing.. to me..
"here we go.."
the whole car ride to my old home was silent, a pretty awkward silence too, my mom tried to start up a conversation but I ignored her, she gave up on about the 4th try
"here we are, by the way.. I won't be here.. I need to get some groceries and I thought it be best to leave you and your father alone for some privacy."
"Your kidding me, right? Your gonna leave me with the man who once abused me? Are you crazy!?"
I stared at my mom in disbelief.."Don't you dare use that tone with me Claudia, and yes.. he once did that but he won't do it again.. I promise.."
"fine.."
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hey guys, I'm back.. finally! but also imma be straight with you guys, my dog is actually in the hospital with spinal and hip injuries and my whole family has been pretty depressing.. even my dad.. so sorry if most of my updates wont be good or long.. I've just been going through a lot and hoping that my dog will live through this all.. he's barely 1 year-olds and he is so small and fragile, he's my baby and I just hope my life gets sorted out.. I love you all so much and thanks for the support you guys give me.. I love going through the comments and seeing you guys say you laughed, or you cried, or you even had no words to explain how good this book is lol I really love it all.. and I hope I get to stay here on wattpad for a long long time :)
love you u guys..
Ana
