Frustrating

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I'm sick of falling short.
I'm sick of being alone.
I'm sick of trying.
I'm sick of not being enough.
I do everything for you, I work my hardest for you
and you, you can't even show up.
You can't even apologize for "forgetting" again. But wait it's still my fault right? I'm sorry. I'm always sorry. I'm sorry for things I have nothing to do with, wanna know why? Because that's what you told me. You told me that everything is my fault.
So I'm sorry I'm not the daughter you wanted.
I'm sorry I'm a terrible sister.
I'm sorry I'm so depressed.
I'm sorry I cry a lot.
I'm sorry I hide in my room.
I'm sorry I don't do everything you ask.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect and pretty.
I'm sorry I put such a damper on your life.
I'm sorry I'm tired.
Please forgive me for being human.
I really am sorry I exist
I wish I could disappear to make it easier on everyone else
Seeing as I'm such a horrible person.
Seeing as it's impossible to deal with me,
To love me.

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