why not? | finn wolfhard |DISCONTINUED|

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Me: So what happened to him?
Josh: He smoked weed. Not a lot tho but he's just awkward.
Me: So we have to deal with a drunk bitch and a high asshole.
Josh: We sure do.

I go in his room and just start watching shane's new video, no matter what I'll never miss it.
Through the video I put some chapstick on cuz bitches are crusty but not me.

I heard three knocks on the door.

Me: Yeh?
Josh: Dude I can't deal with both of them.
Me: The fuck are they doing?
Josh: They can't stop laughing for no apparent reason.
Me: We need to put them to sleep.

I get up from the bed and followed him.

We go downstairs and hear Finn and Britney talking.

Finn: I don't care about her.
Britney: Well I think she does. A lot. Don't let her go.

I stopped and grabbed Josh by his arm.

Me: Don't move.
Josh: Why?
Me: I want to listen.

Finn: Maybe she didn't mean it? I mean it didn't sound like her.

Is he talking about Kelsey?

Britney: Maybe you should call her?
Finn: I don't know.
Britney: Just talk about it. Doesn't mean you have to get back with her.

Definitely Kelsey.

Finn looked at his phone for a few seconds then unlocked it and got up.

Me: Ok we can go now.

We walked in and I sat on the couch next to Britney.

Me: Feeling better?
Britney: I'm always feeling great girly!

That means no.

I can feel my phone vibrating in my hands.

It's a text.

mom

hi sweetie! hope you are great and safe.

i replied to her telling her that everything is fine.

Britney: Finn loves that girl wow.
Me: Yeah I know.

I lied down and looked at the ceiling, thinking.

Finn: She's with someone else.

I sat down and looked at him.
He looked very sad.

Me: I'm sorry.
Britney: Well, she doesn't deserve you.

He smiled sadly and went outside.

Britney: I'm going to talk to him.

She followed him so it was just me and Josh.

Josh: You love him don't you?
Me: Why would you say that?
Josh: The way you're looking at him man, like a 90s romantic movie.
Me: Meh, I don't know about that.
Josh: God are you stupid? Even a dog can tell.

I laughed.

Josh: Maybe you should talk to him.

I didn't say anything.
Maybe it was a good idea.

Me: Yeah.

I stood up and went outside.
At the same time Britney was coming inside.

Britney: We didn't talk about Kelsey so don't bring her up.

I nodded.

I closed the door behind me and saw him sitting on the stairs.

Me: Hi.
Finn: Hi.

I sat down next to him and stared at the road and at the lights.

Finn: Weed makes me weak.

I laughed at what he said.

Me: What?
Finn: I had tears before Britney came.
Me: It was literally 2 seconds.
Finn: I'm emotional, don't judge me.

I laughed again and he smiled and looked down.

Me: Don't thing about her.
Finn: I'm not. I'm thinking about someone else.

God he's a fuckboy without being a fuckboy.

Me: Who then? Maybe I can help?
Finn: Me and Britney talked about this girl and how wonderful she is and that I was missing so much because she's always by my side.

Me?

Me: Who's that girl?
Finn: You.

I didn't say anything.
I unlocked my phone and saw that it was midnight.

I stood up and started walking inside.

Finn: I knew you don't feel the same way.
Me: Excuse me?
Finn: Walking away? Very brave.
Me: What the actual fuck Finn? Are you in my head? Do you know what I feel everytime I see you? Can you feel my heart racing whenever you're near me?
Finn: So why are you walking away?
Me: Because it's not worth it. You're just playing with girls and I don't need to be played.
Finn: Han-
Me: Just this conversation ruined a lot. Ugh god I hate Britney. Why the fuck would she talk about me?

He grabbed my face so I could look at him and kissed me.

I pulled away and I felt tears running down my cheeks.

Me: GOD I HATE YOU.

I wanted to go away but pulled me into a hug.

Me: I hate you when you're high.

I pulled away again and went in the house.

Me: Goodnight guys.

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god more than 1 month i am so sorry but i just wasn't in the mood to write.. i usually write when i feel lonely and in january i was feeling great and i was actually happy so i needed a little break from wattpad but i'm back.
again im very sorry, ily all.
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