let's be "rational"
you only start stepping up
to your role when i
become cold and distant,
you only "love" me because
you fear your own company,
you only "love" me because
"no one else understands me
better than you do"
but what have i ever understood, when
you have always kept
your mouth sealed
about the wounds?
let's be "rational"
you only wanted to have me
because you liked being
able to tell everyone that
you had someone,
you had someone who would have followed you to
the ends of the earth,
wanting nothing in return
except your reciprocated
love and effort that i
never saw in our
shallow conversations,
in the way you wouldn't think
of making one step forward
because of how much
it would cost you,
in the way you let distance
become an obstacle.
let's be "rational"
on New Year's, you called
at 12:05 am.
a delayed phonecall,
just like you.
- crimsyy
