love and such

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i see the word "love"
and want to spit at it,
i see the roses
and only find them beautiful
when they hang their heads
low in sorrow,
i see the sun and know
i cannot give up on myself
i see the sun and
loathe the heat it bathes me in
i see you, and it is
like a fever is burning me up
from the inside out.

- i see a window, and i want to go home.

- crimsyy