you're just like him,
maybe this is why my head
is tempted to beg for gun fire,
you're just like him,
salt to amplify the wounds
leave me like a burning house,
but i don't want you
to run back to me,
to try to save the best
parts of me,
i want you to go
because i can save myself,
because someday someone
will recognize you in
my debris and they will
make sure to not be
responsible for such a mess,
until then, my heart will ache,
and early mornings will be
a challenge to get up for,
appetite will become a new invention missing
from my shelf,
and you will become the
big bad wolf in my future books.
- crimsyy
