there's no break for my mind
stuck on constant rewind
i want to forget how
his skin felt on mine
i want to erase all
my wasted time,
all the moments never mattered
he always left my heart
to shatter
how could i love him
when he brought out
the worst in me?
headphones in but no music
no melody for
that kind of pain - me,
isolating, dimmer
than black - me
more cactus than human - me
my mouth became a gun
fueled by all the anger,
so i shot the bullets at
all the wrong people,
too angry to apologize,
too tired of apologizing for
all the wrong reasons,
i WILL NOT apologize for
loving until i burst,
and expecting the
same in return
- crimsyy
