Why does it pain so much~JIKOOK

chapter 1

"Appa when is daddy coming home?,I'm bored"Jihun signed as he was watching Jimin cooking in the kitchen (Jihun is the three years old son of jungkook and his ex wife but Jihun take JIMIN as his second dad)

"He will come back soon baby ,why not watching some cartoons on the TV while waiting for him"jimin requested while busy preparing dinner that almost took him almost three hours ,he wanted to cook a special dish for his husband as he hadn't seen him for about two weeks as he was on a business trip. "No!,cartoons are no fun,can I help you appa?"he asked with a cute puppy face.

Jimin chuckled as Jihun looked soo cute and adorable,"I have nearly finished now, how about you help me to put on the table"

While they were preparing the table,they heard a knock at the door,Jihun quickly ran towards the door and saw his dad."Daddy,Miss you soo much "he exclaimed with excitement making jungkook  to take him into his arms and kissed him all over his face"Daddy has missed you too soo much,have you been a good boy while I was gone?"he asked.

"Of course I am always a good boy,even appa told me that I am his angel"he said while Jungkook put him down,"good to hear that!"

Jimin POV:

I fixed  my hair a bit and took off my apron trying to look good and welcomed Jungkook with a warm smile but that latter just ignored me and took his suitcase upstairs.I know that it just got only one year and a half that Jungkook's wife had passed away but he didn't  always had to be that cold.I tried to let it slide and after sometimes went upstairs and call him for dinner.I knocked at his door but there was no response so I just walked in,he was sitting at his desk looking at his ex wife's photo"Jungkook,I've made dinner,Please come downstairs ."

He was shocked when he saw me and put the picture back on the desk"Why didn't you knocked,You can't come in my room wherever you want."he shouted.

"S-sorry I knocked first but there was no response,so I walked in."I said as I didn't want to make him angry.

"If there was no response then you could just come back later and also I ate earlier so I am not hungry."He said.

"Uh okay then if you're hungry just come downstairs."I put my fake smile and went downstairs.My heart was aching badly cause I knew in Jungkook's eyes I'm just simply a babysitter or housekeeper,I even couldn't say that i'm his wife."Appa I'm hungry is daddy eating with us today?"asked jihun .

"No baby,daddy is busy maybe another day"I said not looking at my puppy's cute eyes.

Jihun POV:

Appa was looking sad even though he was smiling at me,so I wanted to make him laugh a bit"Appa! how about I'll be appa's husband for today!?" I said with a cute smile.

"Hhehe, didn't know my Jihun grow up that much"he chuckle and squeeze my cheeks.I don't know why daddy don't like appa that much,appa is like a fairly and I thanked god really much to have him.

3rd person POV:

The next day Jimin woke up early to do the breakfast and getting ready to work .Jungkook came downstairs ready to control his father's company."Jungkook I've packed lunch for you take it before you go"jimin told him."How many times had I told you that I don't want your food."Jungkook said with an annoyed expression.

"Um okay please buy something at work then"Jimin said as he didn't want to argue with him in early morning.

"Hhm mind your own business would you? ."He answered coldly and left.

 "O-kay,have a nice day then"Jimin mumbled with a heavy heart  and put the packed lunch he made in his bag.

After driving Jihun at his preschool ,he went at work"shit,I'm late for the meeting,I'm gonna get lectured by my manager"he told himself as he open the meeting room.Everyone stared  at him "Anneyong sorry to be late again."then his manager asked him to join as they hadn't started yet.After the meeting ,his manager called him to his office"So, what is your  reason for today,you look pale today are you ill?"he said while touching the other's face.Jimin blushed by his manager actions and took a step back.

"I'm really sorry Yoongi hyung ,it's nothing,everything's good ."he said with a fake smile.

"You need to stop with that fake smile Jimin,It doesn't suit you then how about we go for a drink after work cause you really need to refresh yourself and stop being an introvert,and don't even think of declining okay"he smile .Jimin accepted it as  yoongi  was one of trusted manager and friend at the same time and that Jihun would come home late that day as they had a school outing.

So after work hours they went at a bar to get some drinks,"I'm not drinking more than one glass okay"jimin confidently said but then after  sometimes,"Ya! I don't know why jungkook  is treating like I am his housekeeper than his wife,My little hearts hurts soo much everyday that I don't know how to control it"he sobbed as he drank his fifth glass still remembering the scene of that morning."Jimin I think you had more than enough of alchohol."

"Nooo I neeed more,I can handlez it!"Jimin Half yelled and whined at him drinking another glass.

"Jimin,why are you staying with him when he is treating you like that,It's not like if you leave him you won't be able to get another man."yoongi asked .

"yoongi hyung,I donno why am feeling that way.When he is far I'm worrying about him but when he is here I feel more distant that when he waas far!"

He said while tears were rolling down his cheeks,"I think I  better go now,I'll keep of speaking nonsense and also Jihun would be worried"he said as he was trying to stand up but unfortunately was about to fall down but then Yoongi catch him.

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