Insecurities (Edward Pikeman x Insecure!Reader)

What... Is This?

(Pikeman's pov)
What was wrong with (y/n)? She looked cold, but everytime I tried to help her she pushed me away. I don't know how to react. "(Y/n) What'd wrong?!" I finally grew a bit angry, not noticing I spat a little. She stopped and looked at me, "what did I do? Did I do something wrong?" My mind now was running in circles. Her eyebrows then narrowed, I knew I'd either get talked down apon or given a cute response. I just didn't know.

(Y/n's pov)
He seemed confused, while my body still trying to figure out this change I get up bid him goodnight. As I walk to my tent he sits there confused, like he did something wrong. Was what he was taunting me with... That affective? It seemed too unreal, fuck it I need sleep. Though I normally don't get it, I need it.

~Next morning~

"AH!" I almost punched max, who woke me by shaking the living shit out of me.
(Max's pov)
(Y/N) has been sleeping for ever,I swear if I got to sleep that long I wouldn't demand coffee all the time. I sigh and pull (Y/n) out of bed, then walk out letting her get dressed. and do what ever girls do to get ready, because girls are fucking weird.

(Y/N's pov)
You wake up and stretch, not wanting to get up you immediately role back over and try to fall asleep. You really didnt feel that up to anything today, not to mention the way everyday feels when you wake up. Horrible, like your body is chained to the bed. Your whole body feels heavy when you finally do get up though, you walk outside to see everyone else up and walking around. You didn't seem confused, but what nagged you was when your heart started to ache. You looks over to the docs and remembered, your weird overwhelming night before. My heart ached more, causing my stomach to feel butterflies. It felt as if my whole body was full of them, it was weird. I walk back into my tent and proceed to get dressed, I looked at my form. Then sighed, I touched my stomach and my thighs feeling fat. I took a sharp breath in, tears found their own way to role down my cheeks. I finished dressing, and sat alone. Clinging to my knees, because I didnt have anyone in my tent to cry on or vent to.
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A/N I am soooooo sorry I didn't publish sooner, ive been at the edge of getting my phone, computer, and tablet taken away. Because of a school prodject, so I should be doing more parts soon. again im sorry, ive just been busy as hecc and not been able to y'know publish much? Idk...

BUT!!! It seems most of you like my story, im very glad. You guys can suggest things to me if you want! Like new chapters or... Y'know if this could involve lemon or not- most of the things I write with friends do end up having some sort of lemon in them... But I will do my best to fafill your commands!
-Wolf