Insecurities (Edward Pikeman x Insecure!Reader)

Trying

(A/n)
(Look sorry about mixing up a part, that last part made zero point to me... So basically this I gonna be insecure training. I renamed the last one, anyways to the story.)

(Y/n's pov)

The next morning I woke up in my bunk, all my stuff was in the room. I heard knocking, well it wasnt knocking more like a fist being slammed into the door. I roled over and slid my legs off the side of the bed. As I walked over to the door i remembered the night before, 'I must have fallen asleep last night...' I thought, then opened the door. "What do you need?" I looked at the figure outside me door.

(Snake's Pov)
I stared up at the girl, roled my eyes seeing how tired she was. "Finally, hey you better get to breakfast or else you might not get any." I was about to walk away when I heard her say.
"Im not exactly hungry, so I'll pass." Then the door shut, I look back and growl.
"Oh yeah! Pikeman wants to see you!!" I heard nothing from the other side, I groaned and walked back. "Hey new girl I don't want to repeat myself, answer me!" no response, I kicked open the door.
"Answer me!" I then stopped to see her holding both her bare arms to her chest. I stared for a minute, taking all her features in. Then realized what she was covering. my face went red and I jumped back and slamed the door.

(Y/n's pov)
I hear him, but didn't answer. I opened my bag, grabbed my favorite jeans, and my favorite shirt. I grabbed a bra, and a pair of socks and started to get dressed. I got my jeans on, and removed my hoodie. I took off my shirt underneath, and unclipped my bra. Breathing in as my breast fell loose. Then the door flew open, a slight scream escapef me as I slapped my arms over my breast. His face grew red as he stared, then he stepped back quickly and shut the door.
I waited for any other intruders then continued to dress, I pulled my shirt on and jacket. Get my socks and shoes on then left the room.

~Time skip! brought to you by, wacky wart paste~

finally breakfast was over, everyone was ordered to the ropes course. I just followed everyone else, once we got there i felt a pain in my chest as I stared at the Large peice of equipment.

(Flashback)
"Hey! Guys look its little (y/n)!"
Kids started to chase her, she ran to that big roped jungle gym. The spider web was what all the kids called it. She jumped into it and climbed. The kids were gaining on her, she climbed to the otherside. Then she jumped, her feet hit the ground hard. Her heals felt a sharp pain that struck up her calves, she started running again. Losing the kids.
(End of flashback)
(y/n's pov)
My heart was pounding, I couldn't hear anybody. I was knocked from the trance when I felt large hands on my shoulders. I shook my head, everything returning to me. I looked up to see Petrol, I heard him talking? He shook me slightly.
"Come back to us, cmon kid."
that word. 'Kid' struck everything to come back, I reached up and grabed his arms.
"Im okay..." I said sorta unsure, he then removed his hands and sighed.
"Good, because uts your turn to go."
Then I felt my heart drop into my stomach, I shook slight looking at my arms. Then pikeman walked over, "you should remove that damn jacket too! You'll bake!" He barked at me.
I just took a deep breath in and pushed them off, "please stop..."
You stared at the course, then heard running. That memory is trying to come back to you, you gasped and broke into a sprint jumping into the course.

Inside this course was hot, like boiling hot. Your eye's stung as heat waved hit them, you kept going not trying to get caught be the memory.
I felt my heart racing hearing something catch up to me. I climbed faster.
"Get iver here you worthless bitch." It nagged at your stomach as you pushed through tears, trying to reach the end. You lunged for the end platform starting to cry. Your arms roughly dragged the ground as you hit the ground, you whined in pain. Your pitiful sobs catching in your throat, you felt like you couldn't breath.
You heard clacking boot steps, sitting there in pain hugging myself.

(Pikeman's pov)
"Holy shit! She made it!" I ran iver to the girl, then stopped dead in my tracks to see her. Clutching her arms around her abdomine, was she crying? I walked over to her and knelt down, "hey y/n, you alright?" I watched her eyes shoot open and she moved away from me. Frightened of me? why..?